Things That Happened

2009-09-04T20:37:00.000-07:00

3rd September 2009, Saturday.

Wah lao.......I am doing duty on weekends every saturday for September. Nobody wants to change with me.

I really love my darling, Iki. She is in my heart all my life. Whenever I had problems, she will listen to me. She will give advise. We are like a siamese twins that cannot be separated till death. I really love her and I promise you that I won't break your heart. You don't mind my attitude and I don't mind yours. That's why we can be forever.

Dear, your courtcase will be next week, tuesday. I'm worried about you in court and also in the place that convicts stays. I felt difficult, thinking on how are u gonna cope and your hair. But I hope this will be the last time. I believe you will change. If you can't change, I will make u change for the better so that my girl is freed from the sins.

Damn........Holiday that I gonna go in December with my core members is cancelled. Not because of my girlfriend. Thanks to someone..........

2009-08-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

13th August 2009, Thursday

I love photography very much. Taking pictures not only for the fun of it, it's an art too. Pictrures can be sold if a pictures is very well taken.

I bought a camera, Olympus E-620, DSLR. It cost a bomb but the features is very well user friendly , 12.3 Megapixels and has image stability.

But guess I have to get some books and magazines on photography. It's a must to buy. Macro, Protrait, Mono, argh.......All I have to learn. It's a good way to find out. I need lessons on each and every features.

Mily, if you saw it, I need your help. Need u to go out with me to scout for lens, have a chat on photography and teach every single one of it.

I really enjoyed alot and nowadays whenever I am outside, my camera will always be with me. Maybe along the way, I can find a good place to shoot some great pictures.

I went NDP for the preview and the actual one. Not inside the stadium premises but around esplanade. Very crowded and jam packed full of humas!! We managed to get a good spot to sit.

The best part of NDP @ Esplanade is the River Action whereby its a showcase of different kinds of boat. Den we waited for the fireworks. Awesome splendid!!!!

2009-08-13T05:14:00.000-07:00

13th August 2009, Thursday

In Loving Memory of my Cousin, Ivan Paton Michael Dogulas

My dearest n darling cousin,this is in remembrance of u..I wanna remember u this way, the happy n healthy u.. I will miss u.. In my heart u shall stay.. Always..The wind may have blown u away.. But ur scent, voice n footsteps shall always linger.. Thank you dearest cuz for all u have given me n all u have supported me in..I love u, Ivan...

2009-05-12T17:30:00.001-07:00

13th May 2009, Wednesday

To my dearest mom, Happy Mother's Day!!

When my pay arrives, I quickly bought my mom a watch. Just a simple watch will do. Haha. My mom was so damn happy as she kissed me non-stop!!

I had a week off given by my Sargeant due to Exercise Starlight. It's an army exercise at P.Tekong. Atmosphere was damn extreme.....hot weather, sandflies, no rain for almost a week. I loved living in the jungle. Very challenging. For first timers, please one day, learn to treasure the experience. We get to share food, toilet and happiness.

During the jungle confidence, we get to learn how not to be selfish. And if someone gets into trouble, one for all, all for one!!!

2009-04-24T05:09:00.001-07:00

24th April 2009, Friday.

So much to say, so much to recall what happened.

Well, first of all, I'm impressed on Taufiq, who has gotten the driving license and ready to go for a spin. Last month, he took Aziah, T.J sis and me to a ride at Seletar Damp and also had a dinner feast at Sembawang Park. We took tons of pictures, jumping up and down and doing silly stuff.

Since when did I become a photographer, who came out crazy ideas?

As for the Sembawang Park, Aziah.......too bad she suffered alot. Kena stalked by cats and mosquitoes. Doesn't they love you so much?

Thanks to Taufiq for informing me about the mini MIC Studio Pioneers gathering at Swensen Tampines. On that day, I wore like a Japanese tourist with my camera attached. Wow....it's been so many months. Alot of them do change. Wahida slimmed down, Zee not working at KFC anymore, Madam Salinah is now working Part-time in ITE Bishan, Dishan is getting prettier and prettier, Habib signed on as Police prisoner, Lawson graduate and moved on to Poly.

So we took pictures for remembrance. Miss the time in ITE life.

Oh ya.... MIC studio graduation BBQ gathering will be on June. Details will be update soon.

2009-04-23T01:10:00.000-07:00

23th April 2009, Thursday

2009-04-17T23:52:00.000-07:00

18th April 2009,

Fire Burning On The Dancefloor (Prod. By RedOne) - Sean Kingston

2009-02-20T03:22:00.000-08:00

20th February 2009, Friday

Arghhhhhhh!!!! Transformers is one thing that makes me gone nuts. I seen the first Transformers already dunno how many times that I went crazy over it. And now Transformers 2: Revenge Of the Fallen akan Datang.

Here is the latest Trailers for the Preview of that awesome movie that I talked about:

More Autobots and Decepticons, Explosive scenes, getting more international rather than the first movie.

Cahaya especially, who loves to read my blog, is welcome to catch the latest Trailer of The Transformers 2.

Enjoy Cahaya!!!!

2009-02-15T08:56:00.000-08:00

15th February 2009, Sunday

I need a girl!!!! Really need a girl!!! Haha. In the end it will still never been accomplished. No Girl, no Valentine's Day.

At least I can still hang out with my Bro, Wanshah to Orchard with her girl.

Couple with walking lamposts (that's me la), together happily enjoying laughing, eating and having fun. We played pool and smoking weed! Actually its Sheesha. Another trend of cigars.

Come to think of it, we celebrated Best Frien's Day instead of Valentine's day.

The most famous (and commercial!) date in February has to be the 14th February - Valentine’s Day. It is a day that’s either highly anticipated by lovers, or dreaded by those who are single.

This is what my buddy asked me this complicated question.

Noriwanshah: How do you think single people feel on Valentine's Day?

Sean: This is a pretty pretentiously phrased question. But still I have to say it.

Sean: They should be happy...NO expensive gift's to buy...NO over priced restaurant to attend...NO high expectations to live up to...NO cold shoulder/Arguments when it's the wrong gift or NOT enough...HAPPY DAYS FOR THE SINGLETON'S!!

Wan: Ummm.......

Den my buddy kept quiet. Bimbos!! Lolx

Anyway to all lovers out there and those who r still single, Happy Valentine's Day!!!

2009-01-09T14:46:00.000-08:00

10th January 2009, Saturday

Sorry for not updating my blog. I know, I know...... My blog will rot if I never update always.

Let's kickstart with my december highlights.

17 December 2008: 1ADF Dinner & Dance (Blue Berets)

Ladies & Germs, this is the first 1ADF Dinner Dance that my coy had. Umar, Khairul, Fahmy, Koh Wen Qiu and lastly me, headed down to Marina Meritus Mandarin Hotel at Orchard/Somerset.

The theme for the D&D is Glitz & Glams. We stepped in at around 1845 as the event started at 1900 Sharp. All I can see is singles attending, couples attending. I felt abit of jealously becoz most of my buddies bought some couples along and I was like the walking flagpost. Lalalalala.......

I find the event overall, good. The Emcee that compared with my external company D&D, it's almost the same. Every emcce of every D&D, always crack jokes, entertain us, are almost the same. Even I won the 3 place of the lucky Draw. Not bad la actually the prize. 2D1N Hotel Stay at the same hotel with accomodation included.

Not much to update on this event.

After the event, my buddies and me headed down to VIVOcity. Some ppl also tagged along to get the party started. Went to 2 places at St. James Power Station. One is at Boiler Room, the Gig style and two, St. James Powerhouse.

We escape the place at around 0430 hours. M friend fetch me home as the transportation service not open to commuters.

24th December 2008, Wednesday: Christmas Eve

Also not much of a reason to update. Only me and my group of friends went down to celebrate Christmas just to have a feast, went to pub at Circular Road. We played finger guessing, bluffing and when the clock strikes 12 o'Clock, we all gotten our weapon, which is the Smow Spray. Without hestiation, we attacked each other with that spray.

We headed home at around 0500 hours. Me and Ah Ger went to Zack House and had a nice chat and we dozed off.

The next day, New Year to be exact, Wan, my best buddy, went out for a walk. This is what we told me about his New Year Resolution Wish.

Sean: Wan, What is your New Year's Resolution Wish?

Wan: Here, Read the article on what u asked:

Sean: Why?

Wan: Aiya, I give up. People wants to know people New Year's Resolution will feel Demoralised.

Sean: Huh? Like that only, Oh My God, u can really believe what the survey reports? Haha

I mean like, my buddy Wan, for all I know, I now realised that, he's too sensitive. I wonder when will he become less sensitive.

I will post tons of pictures of Christmas, Marina Barrage trip and New Year Eve event. Keep Updating as soon as I can.

2008-12-05T05:52:00.000-08:00

05 December 2008, Friday

Sorry bloggers, haven;t jolt down what happened during the past few weeks. Kinda busy tis season but guess what, I can relaxed after all the hard work I been through.

LRI week has gone. thankfully. basically, LRI is all the auditor who visits and checks all the document, items whether all are tally or not. Once they done with it, Ratings were given. I got an A for it.

With that, I can clear my year-end leave as a bonus given by my S4 Captain. But I had only one day left. What the fish!!

Plus, Battalion Anniversary Day is coming up and I will be taking part in 5 Tonner Pull. Of course I won't be doing it alone. it's big and tough for me.

Also, 1 ADF Dinner & Dance is next. Theme for the D&D is Glitz & Glam. That means i have to wear the best formal outfit to showcase myself to them. I'm not being boastful but its compulsory to wear it. I don't wanna spoilt the whole show actually.

Went to the Marina Barrage last week with my friends. Nice ambience and Ah ha....this gives me another idea for MIC Outing. We can have an open picnic over there fun filled with games to plan. MIC comrades, if u have run out of ideas, feel free to approach me. Ever since I in the army, I did alot of leaderships and it has given me much confidence it it.

Haiz.....I feel empty without a good companion. 8 single years and still counting. Wonder when i will have someone beside me or can support the girl that I like. I will do whatever it takes to do my duty.

I can't wait to go Pulau Ubin......

Few more days to my 13th month Bonus. Gonna be rich. Settle my internet bills and re-apply a new internet so that everyday I won't waste time surfing outside. Oh ya, I will also be getting a new gaming laptop. Wakakakaa.....

Any guys or gals wanna tag along with me to ZOUK OUT 2008? I really wanna go.

Guys, I will be coming for the MIC Orientation day. Looking forward to it.

Thanks Taufiq for inviting me to catch Walt Disney Bolt.

2008-10-31T06:49:00.000-07:00

31st October 2008, Friday

Sorry for not updating entries for quite several weeks. I have been busy attached out for work. Sorry Army is one hell of a busy career. Not only I am still contemplating whether I want to rest as in taking breaks or annual leave as to run away from stress, although I love my job coz of challenges and time management.

Anyway, the end of my career is still few more years to say bye-bye to SAF.

I miss my life of having fun with my friends and during school actually. If i can learn the ability to turn back time or if I can be inside the dvd recorder to rewind and play the previous scence.

Ambitious man. I think I have changed alot. People say so lar.

So far I'm busy with attachment at Pulau Tekong. The island that mostly guys says alot of things that happened over there in the past.

I was in Sanyongkong Camp (Dunno what the hell the name of that stupid camp come from?)

Over there, my job is to educate all the troops to be Operationally ready for war, and to think like a soldier, not to think of freaking out while going for war.

Actuall, its hard for my job to teah them leh. Everytime I teach them, I have to bring 1.5 litres with me otherwise i have no voice.

I was away for 10 days, living and seeing all the trees and getting bitten by mosquitoes and sandflies. Irritating.

After the 10 days of struggle, It's like I'm away for 10 fucking years...
But luckily I have my PSP and my Ipod Touch with me having an affair while supper. Kills my boredom.

Also I got 2 days off as you know within the 10 days, my weekends was burnt. That's the only thing they can help.

I was searching for some games and alot of cool games are being released such as:

Fallout 3
Far Cry 2
Fifa 2009
Little Big Planet
Fracture
Midnight Club: Los Angeles

To my opinion, I need to fork out some cash to buy Little Big Planet and Fifa 2009.

Pay day arrives in 10 days, in fact. Need to do some shopping for my Dinner & Dance.

Gladly, I bought a T.I latest album and I'm beginnning to be a fan of T.I since his songs is so addicted to high standards. Khairul share the same as me.

I have some few tops for myself. Most are from Missy and Topman. Really good bargains and I think it's worth it for a guy like me.

Ouhkay, more updates coming.

2008-10-03T21:41:00.000-07:00

28 September 2008, Sunday

F1 FEVER!!!

Lewis Hamilton!!!!

Lewis Hamilton struggles to win the cup....

McLaren-Mercedes vs Red Bull-Renault

Anyway, this is the best shot i can get while I was on marshalling duty for 3 days.

It was the best experience I had in my life. The fans cheered, the sound of the car is like lion roaring. Still now, I can't get the engine sound out of my head. Wrooommmm.......

It was damm extremely loud. I'm happy that I was being volunteered by my superior to do the job and I will get paid 100 bucks per day. Haha... extra allowance.

I had a nice supper gathering with the f1 staffs, my 3 day friends and obviously, my camp mates, which 2 of them are drivers.

All I know is that the contract of the Singtel Singapore Grand Prix Formula 1 last for 5 year so after I ORD nest year, I gotta book the walkabout tickets for the f1.

And to all muslims who I don't know or I know them, Selamat Hari Raya to all.

2008-09-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

23th Spetember 2008, Tuesday

Erm.... This toy promotional advertisement should not be sold to kids....

looks like he got too physical........

2008-09-20T23:38:00.000-07:00

20th September 2008, Saturday

Weeeee.......a day out with my camp mates, simply a fun team to hang out with. My best camp mates, Wan, Kai Wah, the Officer, Remy and myself decided to take the opportunity to experience it by going to the Singapore Flyer.

And the best part: ITS FREE!!!

Before we headed there, as usual, one by one we have to wait for them to arrive. So we chill at mac until time to break fast. Slowpokes, time to change the habit! Next time, try to arrive early so that we won't have the habit of going somewhere last minute next time.

Actually, I also late ar.

Along the way, 90% of the f1 tracks, the seats, the surrounding were complete but there was still need to touch up. Don't forget that it is the first night race in f1 history. I heard that this F1 race will gonna be the best. F1 fever!!!!! 6 days to go!!!!!

Here are some pictures taken by our very own masterpiece photographer, Wan.

Feel free to take a look at it.

Attack!!!

Yee Haw!!!

Slide......

Wan....muka mcm nak pergi toilet berak pe?

closing still shop?

back to esplanade

gentlemen....start ur engine!
race to the finish line

Part-time trishaw rider, part-time NSF

Spread my wings.....

Heroes Season 5....

Official owner of escalator: Remy

Nice spot....

Blue cool

Another nice spot....

Gangbang dude...

..........

Viewing the best spot.......

One part of the F1 racing track

Another nice spot....

View from the bottom..

Nice!

Giant Root tree.....

Metal root...actually I gasak only

Hundreds of latern hanging on the top

Awesome view on daylight

Mentally retarded freaks....

Oops....he saw me peeping him!

Toilet freaks to pose....

Eh wan......kau extra....

gelek...gelek....

Finally, a good one....

Mummy, we on the capsule!!!

Walit la.....

one more tyme

Looking down

I really need a shoulder to relax....

2008-09-05T07:11:00.000-07:00

5th September 2008, Friday

John Cena is out of action again due to.......................

Injuries, for the second time. Previous one was the post match at Unforgiven last year.....

Calling all Heavy Metal fans..This is a music videos u have to watch.....

While listening to this song, if you noticed that the drummer drum really, really horribly fast and the guitarist strummed horribly fast too. Coolest ever!

2008-09-03T22:18:00.001-07:00

4th September 2008, Thursday

Who loves to embrace the feel of the actual F1 in Singapore and can witness the need for speed?

I was being voluntered to be the F1 Racing track Marshaller. I can get to tour around the track, see stars like Lewis Hamilton and Raikonnen. Too bad Michael Shumacher retire already.

Here's the best part:

I will get paid for 3 long days. And also given to freebies for those who took the initiative to go there. T-Shirt, Caps, Jacket and F1 ferrari toy display. All this are worth it and especially can get to see the race in action.

This Saturday, there will be a BBQ gathering for my army guys at East Coast Park Pit 16. There's a problem for me. I have yet to buy some of the stuff for the BBQ and I don't have any money to buy the stuffs. If I ask my mom for the money, It's like I'm stealing her moneyand she will nag and nag for good. I want to be independent for myself.

We'll see how. Trying to find a solution.

This morning, I saw Emelzza in the train at Sembawang. We both had a short mini chat as I have to alight at Yishun Station.

She mentioned that she miss me. Wah! Melts my heart. Haha...Just kidding.

How I wish my ORD ends today, because most of my friends are gone anyway.

Exercise gunsmoke, Ex High Noon and ALB (The Worse!) is gonna be hectic soon. Actually, I not sure wats my job scope for the exercise anyway.

See ya on my next update.

2008-09-01T03:49:00.001-07:00

1st September 2008, Monday

First of all, I just really wanna say a Big Happy Teacher's day to Mdm Salinah. She was the most fun-loving, caring, funniest and cute. I will not forget her for showering me with love and concern.

She has taught me alot of things in my life especially MIC, such as learning on how to overcome obstacles like Stage fright, be a professional in acting and leadership.

2 days ago, which was on Sat, Khairul, Rizkin, Aini with Aini friend, Nareeza and me went for Shikin Birthday Bash. I bought a CJ7 furry alien looking creature for Shikin and a white rose for Nareeza belated present. she was in shock to see a guy-friend giving a rose to a girl-friend.

Now the fun part.

We had so much laughter especially Rizkin which Aini told Habib that She's horny towards her in SMS. Rizkin and myself waited for them for almost a hour. Some of them rushed to get some gifts. When we board the bus, she nearly terjatuh between the bus door and the gap.

The moment we have reached the destination, gladly I saw Mdm Salinah with her family and Wahida. ready grown up. The 3rd child especially. Last time I saw was in 2007.

Surprisingly I saw Maimunah Sister, Sheila. She did also attend but not from MIC. It's been ages since I last saw her when I was in Nitec actually. 4 years if I not wrong.

So far Mic has alot of complications. complications due to something that some of us tat we knew all this while in silent. How can it be that MIC has been suspended just because of the smash wrecking gossip?

To all muslims, Selamat Perpuasa and ya, Selamat Berpuasa.

2008-08-29T03:10:00.001-07:00

29th August 2008

WARNING!!! WARNING!!! WARNING!!!

This blog contains explicit content, disturbing and sick to the stomach.......

Date of incident: 27th August 2008
Time: 2230 hours
Place: Marsiling Drive

Description:

I was on my way home back from camp whereby I did some last min work. I took a bus ride home with peace and harmony. I was shack (tired) and while down the aisle I was listening to my iPod Touch. Around my area surrounded with fences and barricade due to ongoing construction of upgraded flats and setra-setra.....

Both lifts are down with maintainance. And I had no choice but to take the only lift which is the smelliest and the most dirtiest lift of all 5 blks.

I pressed the last storey and while I waited I sensed something fishy. To my good instinct................

............Both couple was kissing, caressing and hugging each other. And you know what its not two girls or one guy and one girl. Both of them are guys. They look like below 2o in their age. I was feeling disgusted and had enough of looking at them. They even strip their clothes up to the point where they are naked in my eyes.

I reached home and went to my room for a while to be alone for myself, thinking to myself: "Why did they do that?"

If they want, they shouldn't do in a bright and obvious place where there still some resident not sleeping. It's dangerous for the to do that. The other residents might call the police for prforming unlawful and disturbing acts in public. Luckily I wouldn't do that as they are still young and if they are caught, their future will be tarnished for nothing.

I had no mood for dinner feast as my appetite spoilt for no reason. I reject my friend calls, sms and i did not talked to my parents for the night only.

So please guys, if you are desperate until you go to the extremes, don't ever do such sexual activities to another guy. It will affect you, your family and to other people.

2008-08-25T21:55:00.000-07:00

26 August 2008, Tuesday

In my life, I never ran 21Km nonstop Army Half Marathon. During the run, I was drenched by the pouring rain.

The Start Point at Esplanade and the end point is at the front of the Big Splash. See campers sleeping, ppl cycling and jogging.

For your information, even uncles and aunties also did run with a bright smile. Majority uncles and aunties are Master Warrant Officers. Quite surprising. Tot they were external DXO or something lor.....

After we fall out from Parang, My guys, comprising of Drivers, Storekeepers...i mean storeman and Medic, all went for late breakfast. We has so much things to chat.

After the chat, I went to meet J.Y, Ah Ger and C.M to discuss abt the BBQ Gathering. Recee for the utensils and foods.

Actually, if you guys did encounter alamak.com.sg, esp hunting for girls on a blind date. Don't be foolish, cause all the girls, you may never know, are pranks. Disguised as girls but actually, I won't say all. 75% are guys pose as girls.

The reason: Guys favourite pastimes. That's my hint to u. U go figure it out.

Anyway, Happy Birthday to T.J! He's my one and only Kickass Baraca!!!

Ta-da....Cahaya...I finally update it fer ya coz u been signalling to me abt the updates.

2008-08-02T03:37:00.000-07:00

2nd August 2008, Saturday

It was a great start to have the HQ cohesion day at Bukit Batok Home Team NS. We have enjoyed not 1 but 3 games in the whole day. Archery, Bowling and Laser Quest. The most fun part was the Laser Quest.

Let me share more about the Laser Quest:

Objective of the game:

Simple. Just shoot the opposing team. Always take cover and shoot. There will be one leader in each team so most importantly always protect the leader. Each players will receive a vibrating vest w/ lights mainly of two colours. red and green and a laser gun equipped with a computerised voice enabled ranking. Time imit of the game is about 5 minutes. Be prepared to sweat it all out.

There will be two games. One is the qualifying match and the final match.

Conclusion of the game:

The arena has so many junction, just like a maze. Whole place is like a space looking thingy. It makes me looking lost and seriously, l always get lost due to the place as it is huge, bloody huge. Overall, I find the game very fun and challenging.

Own time own target after the event.

2008-07-23T04:11:00.000-07:00

23 July 2008, Wednesday

PART 2!

So I will continue where I will left off this Morning.

Hanis has changed alot. She got a beautiful husband-to-be, suitable job and very responsible girl. Taufiq, Nana and me attended. Her house is so grand. Don't forget she was a wedding planner before. Nice food and some kueh-kueh.

Unfortunately, we can only stay there for a short while. I won't forget that small lightblub at Hanis living room exploded beside my ears. Ouchhhhh!!

I would like to apologise to Vicky for not attending her birthday bash. Attend something very important.

Army Cohesion is coming round the corner and I had to pay 10 bucks for tat event. And also I have to pay another 150 bucks in 3 instalments.

By the way, I think i have found the girl of my dreams soon. Think so lah.

2008-07-22T18:35:00.000-07:00

23 July 2008, Wednesday

PART 1

I've just upgrade my Blog Template. My previous blog looks dull and plain. Especially Taufiq. Always told me to update, update. Actually, I do not have time for that. Nowadays, My army, I have to work OT for the summer until winter season. After that, i will work as a free and easy man.

I have a new lappy which means I can do whatever I want it. Customizing my lappy, add songs, watch movies and whatever....

So far, I can't believe that Hanis is getting engaged. All the best to her future endeavours. All bride are beautiful in nature.

This is not the end of my story. This is just a PART 1. PART 2 will be continue tonight.

2008-07-10T22:35:00.000-07:00

11st July 2008, Friday

Iphone series

Check it out. Uncovered photos of the next Iphone series!

iPhone 044

2008-07-09T18:14:00.000-07:00

10th July 2007, Thursday

Dear friends,

Sorry for not updating the blog lately. This past few weeks, I was very busy at work. Recently, I was being posted to the Finance Specalist. Compared to the previous job scope, it was like hell. But now, I'm slacking like a no man's world.

Taufiq, pardon me for not updating. Why so Kan Cheong? Gonna shove my Ipod into ur ass den u know.

We had a great time as threesome (Taufiq, Aziah and Myself) at AMK Hub. Ranting and raving all the way. Taufiq always made us a laughing stock. Sorry guys for being late and made u waited for about an hour.

Also i'm really sorry for u and her. Don't wanna say it.

But hey, u have a strong heart. That's what i really respected.

See ya on the weekends, 12th and 13th July. We gotta go shopping and thankfully my pay cum bonus already credited into my acc.

2008-05-27T05:30:00.000-07:00

27th may 2008, Tuesday

Haiz. My phone is not in working condition. Have to waste my time, servicing at Orchard.

Gladly, I received 2 free tickets to catch Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of Crystal Skull.

Only my best friend and myself went.

2008-05-27T05:27:00.000-07:00

27th May 2008, Tuseday

360 Degree Personality, Your Personality Reading

You are a person prone to bouts of real self-examination. This is in sharp contrast to a striking ability you have developed to appear socially very engaged, even the life and soul of the party; but in a way that only convinces others. You are all too aware of it being a facade.

You will often be at a gathering and find yourself playing a part. While on the one hand you'll be talkative and funny, you'll be detaching yourself to the point where you will find yourself watching everything going on around you and feeling utterly unable to engage. You'll play conversations back to yourself in your head and wonder what that person really meant when he said such-and-such - conversations that other people wouldn't give a second thought to.

How have you learned to deal with this conflict? Though exercising control. You like to show a calm, self-assured, fluid kind of stability (but because this is self-consciously created, it will create bouts of frustrated silliness and a delight in extremes, or at least a delight in being seen to be extreme). You most easily recognize this control in how you are with people around you. You have learned to protect yourself by keeping people at bay. Because in the past you have learned to be disappointed by people (and because there were issues with you adjusting to your sexuality), you instinctively keep people at arms' length, until you decide they are to be allowed over that magic line into your group of close friends. However, once across that line, the problem is that an emotional dependency kicks in which leaves you feeling very hurt or rejected if it appears that they have betrayed that status.

Because you are prone to self-examination, you will be aware of these traits. However, you are unusually able to examine even that self-examination, which means that you have become concerned about what the real you is. You have become all too aware of facades, of sides of yourself which you present to the world, and you wonder if you have lost touch with the real and spontaneous you.

You are very creative, and have tried different avenues to utilize that ability. It may not be that you specifically, say, paint; it may be that your creativity shows itself in more subtle ways, but you will certainly find yourself having vivid and well-formed ideas which others will find hard to grasp. You set high standards for yourself, though, and in many ways are a bit of a perfectionist. The problem is, though, that it means you often don't get stuff done, because you are frustrated by the idea of mediocrity and are wearied by the idea of starting something afresh. However, once your brain is engaged you'll find yourself sailing. Very likely this will lead to you having considered writing a novel or some such, but a fear that you won't be able to achieve quite what you want stops you from getting on with it. But you have a real vision for things, which others fall short of. Particularly in your work situation, you are currently fighting against restraints upon your desire to express yourself freely.

Partly this is because there are ways in which you have been made to feel isolated from certain groups in the past - something of an outsider. Now what is happening is that you are taking that outsider role and defending it to the point of consciously avoiding creative and work pursuits. You have an enormous cynicism towards those who prefer to be part of a group or who exhibit any cliquey behavior, and you always feel a pang of disappointment when you see your 'close' friends seeming to follow that route. Deep down it feels like rejection.

For all that introspection, you have developed a sensational, dry sense of humour that makes connections quickly and wittily and will leave you making jokes that go right over the heads of others. You delight in it so much that you'll often rehearse jokes or amusing voices to understand yourself in order to 'spontaneously' impress others with them. But this is a healthy desire to impress, and although you hate catching yourself at it, it's nothing to be so worried about.
You're naturally a little disorganized. A look around your living space would likely show a box of photos, unorganized into albums, out-of-date medicines, broken items not thrown out, and notes to yourself significantly out of date. Something related to this is that you tend to lack motivation. Because you're resourceful and talented enough to be pretty successful when you put your mind to things, this encourages you to procrastinate and put them off. Equally, you've given up dreams a little easily when your mind flitted elsewhere. There are signs of an excursion into playing a musical instrument, which you have since abandoned, or are finding yourself less interested in. You have a real capacity for deciding that such-and-such a thing (or so-and-so a person) will be the be all and end all of everything and be with you for ever. But you'd rather try and fail, and swing from one extreme to the other, than settle for the little that you see others content with.

Conclusion: You present something of a conundrum, which won't surprise you. You are certainly bright, but unusually open to life's possibiliites - something not normally found among achieving people. You would do well to be less self-absorbed, as it tends to distance you a little, and to relinquish some of the control you exercise when you present that stylized version of yourself to others. You could let people in a little more.

This is what I get after I took a 360 Degree Personality Test!

2008-05-22T03:18:00.000-07:00

22nd May 2008, Thursday
Manchester United 1 Chelsea 1

Truly a great match. With a lot of misses and controversial, this could be the another historical match.

The winner of 2008 American Idol: "Rocker" David Cook

My wishes to David C.

Congratulations David Cook! I am glad you won. You have been the sweetest guy on that show so congrats again, and a good singer too.

Nice wishes to David A.

Good luck to you. You are a winner as well. You have such a beautiful voice and follow your dreams. You will make it big sooner than you know. Congratulations to you for doing a such a Great job on American Idol.

2008-05-20T03:53:00.000-07:00

20th May 2008, Tuesday

Whoa, Congkak is an utterly spooky movie. I gave two thumbs up for that. Even my beloved god sis, was too afraid to watch it.

Anyone hasn't catch that movie, better be. And those who have heart problems, do not risk yourself to catch it.

Well, looking forward to catch the live Telecast of the Champions League Final, Chelsea VS Manchester United.

Ass-wipes!

2008-05-12T03:06:00.001-07:00

12th May 2008, Monday

Not really in the pink of health. Seeing stars all the while. Wonder how the heck am I somehow suffer the sickness of myself?

Anyway, congratulation to Farah Sis. She getting engaged soon around the corner. Although I do not really know her well, good luck to her. Will be attending the grand occasion.

Yesterday, went shopping for new clothes and shoes. My shoes are worn off and I had limited clothes at home. Some are shrinking and had holes on it.

That's all for it.

2008-05-11T05:11:00.000-07:00

11th May 2007, Sunday

To all my friends, wishing your moms a Happy Mother's Day. A great sunday weekend to spend time with your lovable moms.

As for me, bought my precious mom, the latest perfume, summer by C.K. Cost a bomb but it's the thought that counts. Usual price of the perfume was $319 but the sales lady is so fortunate enough to give a 60% discount, which is around $199. Plus it comes with a free ladies hangbag and also a $200 dining voucher. Isn't that great, peeps?

I also bought the latest copy of the latest Madonna album, Hard Candy. Most of the songs I love it. Gladly, it was worth it.

Ok. Got to go. Playing my GTA IV.

2008-05-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

8th May 2008, Thursday

My MC extend again till next month.

I'm getting on in years and still, I yet to find myself a girl of my dreams.....

2008-05-06T07:29:00.000-07:00

6th May 2008, Tuesday

Went to Jusco Shopping Centre, Malaysia....

Took about 3/4 hours to reach there. A bumpy ride.

Lots of Kampongs, stench and lakes.....

Sadly, Jusco is not what I expected. But lots of foodies. Yum Yum.

Went out with my best buddy, Shew. He's always craving for KFC. KFC freak!

I felt relieve seeing him so happy after the unpleasant circumstances. He struggles himself out of unimagination. I really salute him.

Anyway, we had fun actually. Otherwise I had to sit at home, watching the god damn TV. Seldom nowadays I watched tv. I do not wanna be a couch potato in the future.

Ok, that's all. Nothing to blog. Wakakakak!!!

2008-05-05T04:56:00.000-07:00

5th May 2008, Monday

Rarely nowadays for myself, I watched Iron Man moments ago. Just for the sake of enjoying myself over a brand new week.

Look how the Government is so generous as to give all Singaporeans the Growth Dividends (GST). Well, I used the money to buy Grand Theft Auto 4 for the PS3 version. God damn, I woke up early just to purchase that copy. But luckily me, Fabian did accompany me.

Couldn't wait for another blockbuster movie, Speed Racer. Cool, a roller-coaster ride and Directed by The Watchwoski Brothers with Joel Silver.

Sometimes, you just have to let off steam for a moment and then forget the unhappiness that someone makes you.

Rather not say. Bascially, it's my friend that I knew online.

Yesterday, I went to Escape Theme Park. I was looking forward to the Go Kart ride. We had a race. I, Sean, will win and the fact is I won.

Sometimes you have to be selfish in order to win. Overtake, tailgating and speed is the key to winning.

I felt MIC Studio canges alot, compared to my batch. New teacher in charge and students. I'm afraid we won't last long.

Ok. Take care everyone. Moshi Moshi!

2008-05-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

2nd May 2007, Friday

Supposed to be a eating gathering for all MIC Students Advisor today organised by Madam Salinah.

It was not at the right direction as planned at the last min because most were not free.

Imagine a handful of people can't come when only 2 or 3 ppl could make it, what's the point of having a nice gathering.

But Madam Salinah wants to organise, I felt like the atmosphere is gonna be a debating cum counselling session.

as you can see, if all are there, its gonna be a crazy circus.

Yes, Man United and Chelsea will face off again in Champions League final at Moscow.

Previously, they do not like each other. So it gets really powerful.

I really wanna help my best friend, Shew. He is really facing a lot of love-relationship problems. He is facing his 4th time and I couldn't really help him because both of us are kinda busy meeting each other.

Hope that we both sit in one peaceful place and share the problems he had currently.

By the way, saw Maimunah in an amazement. saw her in the toy shop at Tanglin Mall today afternoon. She was glad. Both of us talked all the way.

Anyway, please do play the game above.

Also gotta go. Bye.

2008-04-18T04:40:00.000-07:00

15th April 2007, Tuesday

HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!

Wishing myself. It feels great u know, imagine no one wishing me. If lah.

Had a simple birthday celebration. Inviting a few friends over to my house. Ordered a birthday cake, Chocolate Temptation with nice icing on it. Mmm....

Hehe...actually, I did went to Ministry of Sound with the ones who celebrate with me. It was another birthday celebration, but this time over there, it was totally different. Full of surprises.

Bummer actually announce it through the PA systems over there

Well, thanks for the wishes, Most wishes are from some MIC Studio members, ITE schoolmate, Taufiq, my childhood bro and lastly, my parents.

Thank you so much!!!

2008-03-30T04:11:00.000-07:00

30th March 2007, Sunday

If I should die before I wake
It's cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like livin in a world with no air

I'm here alone didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I could make you understand

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

CHORUS
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no air
No air air x4

I walked I ran I jumped I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
Theres no gravity to hold me down fareal

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath but I survived
I don't know how but I don't even care

But how do you expect me
To live alone with just me
Cause my world revolves around you it's so hard for me to breathe

CHORUS
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you aint there
Theres no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gone breathe without me
If you aint here I just can't breathe
Theres no air no air
No air air x4

2008-03-15T05:13:00.000-07:00

15th March 2007, Saturday

It's been a few weeks that I am not present to blog. By the way, I had a bad fall at home before heading back to camp. Guess I was dreaming of something. Sucks actually.

Homesick, having mood swings because I can't go out.

Had a lot of things to do at camp. Paperwork, training and instruct the new babies for the upcoming army field camp. People were coming to me like ah bengs, Ah lengs and Ah Pui, calling me how am I. I am like the gone with the wind.

Luckily I can watch American Idol. Whooo..... Danny out. But ish! David Fernadez was voted out. He has a strong voice actually. Maybe he was voted out due to his choice of songs or the American votings. I don't really care as long my favourite is not out.

Kastari, kastari oh kastari. We all miss you alot. The whole of Singapore needs you the most. So don't hang around eating shits and berries. Otherwise, we really can't recognise you, looking skinny. Because of you, my dad can't go to Johor due to the jams and setra setra...........

2008-02-08T04:42:00.000-08:00

8th February 2007, Friday

Darts! My salary are as gone as the wind. Kept thinking what did I do with the money that I spent. Beside spending on MP4, clothes and my accomodities, what else did I spent? Well have to do some accounting planner.

Happy Chinese New Year to all chinese folks. This year 2008 is the year of the rat. Speaking of rat, I had found a giant rat in my house. My mom kept screaming, jumping up and down. Bascially, my mom hates rats. Like girls do hated it.

Also, my mom had a bad fall from the ladder while painting my house. A terrible fall. Had multiple bruises on the torso, knee and feet. Now, my mom couldn't walk, even for a short distance.

Yesterday, My best bud, hey gurl and me went to Arab St. We had arab cuisine with seesha Mango. It was the first time for me. Quite authentic the taste as it goes.

2008-01-06T03:51:00.000-08:00

6th January 2008, Sunday

Happy holidays 2008 to anyone that I knew. My new year;s resolution will be kept secretly confidential. Wait till I tell you guys when I have made up my mind. Gee!

Well, chilling and clubbing with my friends, celebrating for New Year's Eve. It's at Esplanade DXO. I'm into R&B arena. Also I managed to catch the glimpse of the Fireworks for 8 mins. Splendid!!

Well, things are gonna be different in 2008. Gonna try new places, new things and especially new me. Lots of things have yet to complete for the Jan intake MIC studio Orientation Skit. I tried my every single best to help them coordinate. The event is getting closer and closer. Afraid of coming up short in so many aspects of the show. Like I told them, the S.A's and Madam Salinah. When I have the time, I will definetely come to help.

Came for the Sleepover, made a few friends. Noticed that there are plenty colourful characters that I saw for the first time.

After headed back home from sleepover, I had a nice sleep for over 7 hours.

Sorry to all my friends for not blogging for more that 2 weeks. It's not that I hate to blog but I am kinda busy.

Once again, Happy New Year 2008!

2007-12-09T00:40:00.000-08:00

9th December 2007, Sunday

Not really much to blog and let's see what I can write down for today.

Taufiq, you are great. Now that you own a PS3, well we can keep each other updated. If you want something good, it must be deserved the best.

(laughs) We should have a PS3 Clan, hopefully.

Yesterday, I bought a new handphone, Sony Ericsson K850i. Yes! It's a 5 megapixel. Nothing to brag about. It's just that, this is my dream item. Also bought a new pair of sneakers from City Square, Johor Bahru.

I really miss MIC Studio alot. It's just keep brainwashing. I couldn't forget the times that we had. Happening!! As far as I am concern, I will keep in touch with them continuously.

2007-12-01T23:53:00.000-08:00

2nd December 2007, Sunday

Since I own a PS3, I suddenly felt that when I am in control of it, I am like a bloody freak. Kept buying games like there is no tomorrow. Lolz.

Today I felt sianz because I need to book in early today.

Nothing to post. Just a random post to kill my boredom.

That's all for today.

2007-11-17T02:43:00.000-08:00

17th November 2007, Saturday

HELP!!!

Can any single person help me with my situation? I have an IPOD in my hands but I do not know how to synchronise and transfer the music to it. I need it to listen for my own entertainment and avoid boredom while walking somewhere, anywhere.

If you had read this random post of mine, pls indicate the instruction routine process at either the Shoutout which is indicated somewhere around my blogspot website.

Many Thanks to someone who is willing to help me. I owe you my life! Hellllllpppppppp!!!!!!!!

2007-11-12T21:36:00.000-08:00

13th November 2007, Tuesday

Shuts! Having a bad illness for 5 consecutive days. Fever, bad cough and diahorrea all along. Supposed to spend the weekends with my friends as I promised.

PS3 is now at my house plus a Samsung HDTV 37 Inches, DVD Recorder and a free Home Theatre, which is a complete set makes me feel so, so damn satisfied.

Bought a few PS3 games such as Call of Duty 4: Modern Warfare, Juiced 2: Hot Import Nights, Stuntman: Ignition and Fifa 2008.

There is alot of difference between PS2 and Ps3. Its so damn real. Especially the Call of Duty 4.
For that game, it's the most photo realistic visual effects that I ever seen in my whole life.

Heroes debuted yesterday on free -to-air channel. HEard that the second season already begun on cable TV long time ago but who cares about that.

If I not wrong, episode 8 of season 2 will be airing today, if I am not mistaken about it. Different people have discovered extradionary abilities.

Happy belated birthday to you, Aisha Chop. Sorry for not wishing you on the day itself. But no hard feelings right?

2007-11-06T05:00:00.000-08:00

6th November 2007, Tuesday

What if?

Recent incident happened last month has been a tragic one. It keeps racketing in my mind and I don't want to prolong my unpleasant memories. I shall stand up and face the world and be strong. Many thanks to Farah for cheering me up.

Storeman course is like an idiot-learning process. Whichever I learnt, was like a chicken to me. I came across most of the process that I was taught before during the first storeman course. I felt so clowny as I went for the course for the fun of it. Silly. My Staff Sargeant picked me to be there.

For the past few weeks, I had to face such boring lecture. In fact, the place was so dull, stuffy and I couldn't concentrate on what the lecturer was talking about.

Worse still, the lecture teach us as if it sounded like it was not meant to be learnt. Not up to standard. I tought it was up to the standard but....

......ZzZzZzZz.......

I kept thinking to myself and many question came to my mind.

What if,

The Mindef never enlisted me for NS?

I am still studying for the 3rd and 4th year in ITE Bishan Higher Nitec in Accounting whereas there are 4 years of duration instead of 2 years?

MIC Studio achieves alot of opportunities until it gets more popular

MIC Studio is expanding at another ITE Bishan?

I have made into Polytechnic happily?

Anyway, whatever the case is, I just don't bother coz if this questions keep burning in my mind, stress will be coming soon. Maybe I don't wanna label myself as a burden to myself.

Happy Birthday to you Farah Elyah. Miss your smile and your compassion towards MIC and also your understanding towards others.

2007-10-29T06:45:00.000-07:00

29th October 2007, Monday

Tragic turn of events

Mohd Azman Bin Jaffar Chia (1969-2007)

R.I.P, my uncle. I really miss u for life. The encouragement, the sacrifices you have made me so far.

The kindness, the gifts and the loving smile of yours. But things will not be the same again.

It happened on last week friday as I was undergo my CQC training and all of sudden, I have received a phone call from my chief clerk.

He said that it was a really bad news. however, it was my mom. My mom cried while talking to me. By that moment, She told me that my uncle died of lung cancer. Straight away, I requested for an urgent leave.

I took a taxi right away and proceed to TTHS. My whole family including my relatives were there, sobbing, crying and hope for survival.

Actually, my dearest was suffering from lung cancer. That was his final stage and even worse, it spreads quickly, like wildfire. He tried to fight his will to live but he failed.

Furthermore, his birthday is on the 2nd of November and it is just a few days only. What have I done to deserve this?

I am really at loss for words but I have to endure the sadness. I have really bought a present for him.

But now that he is gone, how am i gonna give the present to him. Even now, I have his present indicating his name. The only thing I can do is to give my condolences to him as a present of Peace.

Sorry guys for not blogging for a few days due to this unexpected incident.

2007-10-13T21:41:00.000-07:00

14th October 2007, Sunday

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslims. In any case, I would like so seek for forgiveness from everyone i know.. to those whom i have hurt their feelings,make them cry.. scolded vulgarities to u and etc.. sorry ya.. selamat hari raya.. maaf zahir & batin...

All muslims men and women in my HQ are allowed to leave early at 1200 hrs instead of 5.30 pm.

Before the day of Hari Raya, The HQ were planning a dinner to comemerate the Hari Raya festive season for all Muslims. In fact any race could join.

The Reason?

United as one family. Share the joy and sorrow during the night.

My Master Sargeant Lee put me in charge of it, such as setting up the table, decide what food to choose for the dinner. All this has to be brainstorming and not only that, initiative is a must.

Yesterday, I was invited to my best friend fiance house. It's an honoured, really honoured. Actually, we getting close to each other like a family. We had a sumptuous meal. Longtong, Sambal Chicken, Mutton Curry and some snacks, especially the chocolate biscuits.

What can I say, I am a chocolate fanatic!

Ah ha! Speaking of Chocolate.......

I'm craving for donuts. Donuts specialise in assorted and Glazed. The best outlet is at Suntec City. Large outlet, lots of variety and super delicious.

Tell you something, one donut is not enough to satisfy one stomach. Trust me.

I was passing by a computer shop and I saw this latest gadgets which is called Ipod touch. I was amazed by the system capabilities, the features. Fascinated by it. I will be buying it soon. Maybe next week will it be.

Ipod is going to be mine!!!

2007-10-05T23:26:00.000-07:00

6th October 2007, Saturday

Woke up in the morning, feeling very tired. My eyes could not opened it. Energy in my body has weaken. Perhaps I was busy yesterday.

Anyway, finally Cena title belt has been stripped off due to injuries. After one year of his title reign, things are kinda different by now. I guess the fans must be feeling disappointed or happy to be stripped off. Anyway, I am kinda of disgusted, seeing him retaining after months and months. I am not a big fan of him, that's why.

I should say congrats to Taufiq for passing his Law Exam and to my best friend, Shew who has gotten another new girlfriend.

Taufiq, I am sure you can do it. Even though you were playful at times, but you can manage the time between study and having fun. I can see that you are very helpful to othere like what you were helping me during ITE. You are the soul-gifted.

I am also very happy for my best friend, Shew. He has found the true girl of his lifetime. Luckily both of you were very happy and in fact she is the nicest girl. Sporting, friendly and good-looking.

I just been posted to Nee Soon Camp, appointed as a storeman. busy environment, distance between my home and my camp is nearer compared to my previous camp. Just a direct bus will stop at my destination.

Appointed as a storeman, I can book out everyday from 8 to 5. Yippie! I can see my family everyday. But actually it is optional for those who can stay in, they may do so. I will be having my storeman course on the 30th of October.

Two movies that I am rooting for is the Resident Evil: Extinction and Hitman The Movie. Those are the blockbusters and I am gonna watch it when my Salary arrives.

That's all folks. Gonna be into the blog soon again. See ya!

2007-09-21T22:51:00.000-07:00

22nd September 2007, Saturday

Managed to attend the launching of the book called Journeys. A compilation of 20 stories taken from the 'Inspirations' competition. It was a truly outstanding event that touches everyone heart including my aunt and me.

Managed to see Lawson, Dijah, Atie A.K.A Rock Chick, Habib, Wahida, and Khairul.

It was a job well done I must say. It didn't go as bad as I expected. The Emcees, Saheera, my teddybear especially, was so dramatic and cool. She was born to be a comedian entertainer.

3 outstanding winner. Each has its own unique and talented ability to write. Fortunately, I had the chance to hear their life story. I was moved to tears when I actually listening to their story.

It was a nice and simple ceremony. Not too much hoopla and I think I liked it that way. Khairul was emerged the winner as the third place. His speech was more to those who had without the script. He said it out in an impromptu and a informal way. But abit nervous. I can sense that.

I was trying to listen to the words during the rap performance.Though I couldn't catch it all,I liked what I did hear and I knew that they were telling a story.

While they were talking to Mdm Salinah,I had to give the rappers props for what they did, for their style of writing cos it wasn't easy. Mdm Salinah was saying that she never really thought about it because it is hard to understand rap lyrics if you're not used to the lingo. But she did agree it was a form of great writing.

After that,the writers had a bit of fun getting each other's autograph. Lol. Some parents and teachers were there and they asked for our respective autographs too. It was kind of fun.I mean, I took it all in and went with the flow and it's not as if my ego was boosted or anything. Like, we just did it cos it was fun.

Thank God, his speech came after their performance and not following the really inspiring speakers that had come before, cos the people were in more of a relaxed mood and the atmosphere wasn't so serious.

I felt like I am a book idol. It's been quite some time I had been autographed by someone else. But this time its kind of different. I managed to get some autograph signature by some students.

Pictures taken, get a chat with them and lastly seen my former class section head, Mrs Lee.

Anisah, her mom, Daya and me headed down to Vivocity. Just window shopping and enjoy a wonderful view at Sentosa. We had dinner right after fasting period. We quickly rushed to look for a nice, splendid seat. Thinking its auspicious. We chose the right one. hahas.

After having our dinner, we took shots. I noticed that there were 5 unusual statues with different colours. Nice spot and its was somehow like a perfect spot to shoot at. Candid poses, formal poses. That's what photographers will do to make the perfect shoot. I mus say Daya is the one.

I mus say yesterday is the day we enjoyed. Oh by the way, Photos will be uploaded up soon.

2007-09-19T03:23:00.000-07:00

19th September 2007, Wednesday

Marc Anthony - My Baby You

As I Look into your eyes

I see all the reasons why

My life's worth a thousand skies

You're the simplest love I've known

and the purest one I'll own

no you'll never be alone

(chorus)

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don't have to wonder why

Baby you

There's no more just getting by

You're the reason I feel so alive

Though these words I sing are true

They still fail to capture you

As mere words can only do

How do I explain that smile

And how it turns my world around

Keeping my feet on the ground

(chorus)

My baby you

Are the reason I could fly

And cause of you

I don't have to wonder why

Baby you

There's no more just getting by

You're the reason I feel so alive

I will soothe you if you fall

I'll be right there if you call

You're my greatest love of all

you are the reason i can fly and cause of u i dont have to wonder why

my baby you,

there's no more just getting by

cause you're the reason i feel so alive

Arriana I feel so alive...

2007-09-15T03:01:00.000-07:00

15th September 2007, Saturday

Passing Out Parade Day

POP Lor!

Well my BMT days are over. The blood, sweat and tears, the fun and the joys that we had, hectic punishments, the trainings, the food and especially my friends, will gonna miss them.

So unforgettable.

The Passing Out Parade was some kind of stressful due to the weather condition. Very hot weather. But I could tolerate it. At first, the parade will last for about 3 hours, but due to some last minute changes, the parade now last for about 90 mins. God bless the recruits!

Well, to all muslims, happy fasting!

Some of my malay buddies have to wake up at 4am in the morning. That's the bad part during training. Lucikly, it's going to POP already and just nice to get the place out of there.

Once the parade going to end, we threw the cap to the sky. Before I threw, just in case i mistook for someone cap, I label it. Heehee!

We had so much fun. We cheer together, jumping up and down, pushing each other here and there! It's like a riot in the camp.

Here are some pictures for you to show:

2007-09-01T21:32:00.000-07:00

2nd September 2007, Sunday

Dear diary,

Picture stated on the left is my bunk mates. They are the best of the best!

I was looking forward to visiting back my old school days for the teachers day last two days ago. You would may call Teacher's Day Eve 2007! To my very disappointment, I could not be able to go because of my training for the Field Camp. My apologies to Habib, Sofia, Dijah and Khairul and especially Mdm Salinah.

Anyway to Mdm Salinah if you have read this post, I just wanna wish u a Happy Teacher's Day! Many hugs and Kisses!

So enough of the bad news. Let's go with the good news. People loves to hear the bad news first then go for the good news.

Considering my career at Army, I have been selected as ADF Driver. This 4th September, I will be signing a contract at the HQ Barracks. There will be panel of high ranking status officers like Master Sargeant and Brigade Commander. Enough said to elaborate on it. Once after I sign on the dotted line, I cannot back out.

2007-08-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

26th August 2007, Sunday

Freaking tired, I am. Sacrificing all my sleep to do the job at the Army Open House last week.

Instead of actually having the 4 days of training, my bravo company went to help setting up the props display, digging up the trench for the footsteps at the jungle trail. So disorientated!

Total helpers came to about a hundred. Even that, we still need manpower!

But guys, I am sure that the open house will be a smooth one. It's at Pasir Laba Camp. Not sure where is the place? Hahas! It's near the Singapore Discovery Centre. Cool huh?

Anyway, there still more to finish the job. Touching up the parts that needs to be emphasise a lot.

My Passing Out Parade is just 3 weeks. Whoa...surely time is passing fast quickly. looking forward to it. gonna miss all the times that we had during Basic Military Training. The "Sabo","Tekan" and the hellacious training that we had overcome.

d that you had a deep cut on your chin and I am sure it hurts very badly. Don't worry. Your wounds will heal fast just like time flies fast.

I had a very long weekend coz we spent alot of time helping out at AOH.

Teacher's Day is round the corner and I am rooting for the Skit. Last week, I went back to school to adjust the skit rehearsal and to assist with Khairul. Not bad for the storyline. Script is quite long as I observe it.

Damn....it's been a long time i had been acting.

And now here I am, mugging. Nothing else.

2007-08-09T03:10:00.000-07:00

9th August 2007, Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! Turning 42 this year.

Well basically, let me flashback to you guys on what's happening this week.

I had a live firing test and happily said, I passed it. But(tsk,tsk!), I couldn't get a marksmanship, which has a nice benefits. I rather not say coz what's the point. I already passed so that's quite good already.

I was stranded at Nee Soon camp for the whole fucking day. Too shack already.

I also passed my first aid test. I was with my buddy and me. We both had to pretend to be injured. Thankfully, we did smoothly. Dressing the wound, welfare is needed and care for soldier also needed in the list in order to be the best.

I was thinking to myself whether I want to sign on as a career in the army. And so I have decided that I would want to be as a driver. 4 years short term, salary was a big fat one which the amount you could not find anywhere in Singapore. If there is, I would be putting my grenade in my mouth.

In the future, with my so called experience as a driver, I can pass my licence with a blink of an eye.

2007-07-28T01:23:00.000-07:00

28th July 2007, Saturday

As usual, blogging here every week, for the purpose.

I had my IFC, which means Indivudial Field Craft. Took about the whole day to master the art of outfield in the future.

Sheesh.....Slack, slack and slack. That's the only thing to describe about it.

But did you know that I can see my bunch of mates true colours if they were too shack. What can I do?

I hate sands. Sands protuding around my body even in my undergarment. So irrating.

What I have learnt in IFC is to take cover, night discipline and camo my face with black and green and concealment my body with different kinds of ferns, leaves and with that I went to hide and seek, to test whether I have sufficent amount to hide so that no one can see me while I can see them what are they doing.

Later that night, I have to maintenance my weapons to wipe off the sands particles and mud stains.

FIrst time of my life in NS, I slept around 12 plus. Damn! Surely not sufficent to sleep undisturbly.

Even now I have Panda eyes.

I am quite happy that I took pictures yesterday. That's all.

2007-07-21T08:02:00.000-07:00

21st July 2007, Saturday

Dear diary,

I was strolling at the OG Departmental store and I did saw a fantastic variety of Transformer toy.

I saw something that catches my attention, which was the Bumblebee.

I bought it due to the custom-made, I mean the stripes vinyl on the body kit and the transformation which was damn cool.

Also the Limited Edition was the most important part which leads me to buy.

Especially in the movie, the girl, whatever, describe her in 3 things. Hot, Goregous and sexy.

2007-07-20T23:35:00.000-07:00

21st July 2007, Saturday

Dear diary,

This week for me was a very hectic one, compared to last 2 weeks ago. Its all about toning up my muscles.

Good thing about toning up improves my chin-up.

I had a Weapon Technical Handling training and also a test. Shuts! Feeling frustrated on how to handle it. The purpose of handling a weapon is useful for live firing which I will be taking in 2 weeks time.

Woo Hoo!! I can get to feel the weapon of destruction or should I say my wife of defensive.

Thought not only a girl can protect me but this one too.

Speaking of tests, I have to memorise the physical characteristics, Stripping and Assenbling the weapon, the shooting position, IA Drills, Weapon and Unloading and lastly, how to load the magazine rounds in the fastest way.

Wow, at first I was not confident at all. But after a few practices, I can make it.

Relax and patience will lead to preseverance and success.

To accomplish all the test stations, let me share on how the test is conducted:

Strip weapon = 45 sec
Assemble weapon = 60 sec

Load weapon = 17 sec
Unload weapon = 20 sec

Load Magazine with 30 rounds = 50 sec

To my amazement, I scored full marks. I was very shocked when the results was announced.

As a oustanding performance, I was rewarded with a $100 dollars, cold hard cash.

Thanks to the support from my friends especially Taufiq, who have given me much encouragement.

2007-07-12T21:38:00.000-07:00

13th July 2007, Friday

Well today is Friday the 13th. Nothing else.

Basically yesterday I went for the Air Rifle training. Trained to be the best shooter for the competition.

Not too bad for the beginners, like me. I had my first shot and I did targeted around the black circle radius. Total shot allowed was 5 and I did managed to get 30 points out of 35.

There were 2 types of weapons that I used. One was the Rifle and the other one was the Pistol.

Kinda stressed actually. The target was like the size of the dot.

Range from me to the target was 20m away.

Luckily the veterans taught me the ways to handle and the tips of shooting the target accurate.

With the knowledge given by the veterans, I had about 2 more lessons to learn so the next time i shoot again, it will be better than the previous one.

2007-07-06T06:14:00.000-07:00

6th July 2007, Friday

Well, I am back guys! Days of torment, hardship and horrendous exercise. I am on a mission these past 3 weeks and I am glad I am back safe and sound.

I had so much fun in NS. Made quite a lot of bunk-mates, officers and commanders.

Most of my bunk-mates are quite friendly, funny and so outgoing. We treated each other like brothers. We share stories, helped each other and sacrifice all the burden that we had.

As for the food, it was improved sometimes. i beg to differ for those who did not like the rations.

We had a lot of strenuous exercise such as Combat P.T 2, Ability Group Run, Speed Training and Route Marching 3km. Phew......

So far, I will be attending the upcoming competition, which is the Air Rifle Competition. Can't wait to feel and shoot it.

Anyways, to all the other current NS mates, I wish you all the best and gonna miss you till the very end.

To Taufiq, Hope you do your very best for the shooting. Make it a Marksmanship so that you will be crowned with the badge on your arms.

2007-06-13T00:35:00.000-07:00

13th June 2007, Wednesday

For all these years, I would like to thank all the people who had given me that much encouragement, loyalty and friendship.

I would like to thank all the MIC Studio peeps including those in charge, to all my classmates, schoolmates who had come a long journey with me.

Less than 12 hours to my enlistment.

Went for a haircut, a bald one. Not too short. Just nice that looks like a brush swanging on my head. Looks intriguing to me. This was my 2nd time I had this syle of my hair. First one was around 9 years ago.

2007-06-09T22:45:00.000-07:00

10th June 2007, Sunday

BBQ Gathering was a whacko, fun and peaceful day. We had our BBQ at Pasir Ris Park. So beautiful, breezy and fresh.

Pitching the tents for the things to be put in, setting up the BBQ and preparing the food while waiting for them to arrive, especially the guest of the day.

Quite sad as Maimunah, her sister, Hidayah and Aisha Chop Chop. They can't make it on the gathering. And also no picture taking too. Never mind, I will uncover all the things that happened on the day itself to you all soon.

It takes the fire to spread around the BBQ about 45 mins to an hour. What a job to do. Can't imagine that I did the job for the whole day and including the cooking.

Nontheless, I did not complain. Actually I did enjoyed alot.

Cheesy Hotdogs, Marinated Chicken Wings, Crab Sticks, Tiger Prawns, Marshmallows and as for the drinks, Fruit Punch. Yummy to the top!

Ain was the last to arrive. But I really have to thank her and her friends too. Although we did not invite them but they came just to put on a good show. Thanks a lot Ain. You have contributed well enough. Appreciation to you is the greatest honor of my entire life.

2007-06-08T20:31:00.000-07:00

9th June 2007, Saturday

Me and J.Y had a Chalet gathering with some of our friends. Kinda outgoing and fun out there. After putting the stuff out there at the Chalet, we headed at the next stop: Old Changi Hospital. Its a very, very Isolated, errie, creepy and the largest. Lots of graffitti at the inside and the outside.

We were there investigating roughly about 2 hours. We went to various facilities such as the Mortuary, toilet, pantry, Lifts, rooftop and the old ward. Nothing happened. Its just a feeling of scariness.

After that, we had BBQ. Hot Dogs, Crab Stick, Stingray, Chicken Wings, Sambal Squid and Marshmallows. Yummy!

2007-06-08T20:15:00.000-07:00

9th June 2007, Saturday

Basically, I had a very wonderful feeling on the day that we had for the gathering. We had the ex-sembawang sec gathering with all of my good friends.. everyone was there..

nis,aziah,khai,fad,sean,naz,opit,hakim,haidar,ithnin.. woooo! really miss them...

We suprised fad,by giving him a surprise advance birthday celebration.. haha.. His face turned red... muahahaha!!we head to LPS for dinner.. good food... we ordered mainly seafood dish... yummy.. and spent a wooping $120 on the bill.. but that's ok.. the most important thing is that we really enjoyed all of the food... finger licking good!! =)

Plus we took pictures on the way home. It is a tribute of our memories. Tons of it! A lot of pictures.

2007-05-27T21:54:00.000-07:00

28th May 2007, Monday

Monday blues and I am starting to update the memories that was buzzing around my mind recently.

Nothing to do, feel of doing things silly, hehe.

Will keep u update soon.

2007-05-24T22:31:00.000-07:00

25th May 2007, thursday

Spider-man 3 is great, awesome and two thumbs up. Cost of the ticket and the duration of the movie is worth more that I am expected. Like the 3 villians so much such as Sandman, Venom and the Green Goblin Jr. Plus I watched alone at night, around 9pm.

2007-05-24T03:05:00.000-07:00

24th May 2007, Thursday

It's really a lousy week for me. Firstly, I had a bad migraine, secondly, I stepped on a cat dung just directly below my void deck and lastly, I had a knock on my head at home.

After listening to Timbaland Album, the songs, the beats, the way he raps, is greatly influence to others, including me. Most importantly, every songs were featured with the collaborations of Elton John, Justin Timberlake and Nelly Furtado. It makes a great impact on it.

Maroon 5 album is already out in stores so better check it out or maybe grabbing it.

Like what Khairul said, I need something to occupy my life and I agree on it, not someone who is a couch potato who likes to be all day watching TV, doing nothing, that's all.

Also there's alot of choices to be made, can be plenty of it to choose, especially, movies.

Shrek 3:
One of my all time favourites to catch up on my laughter.

Black Sheep.
It was stated that this movie is gory as the sheep was infected by an genetic experimental from New Zealand and with that, not only it eats other animals, but also humans. Some sort of animal zombies.

Fantastic Four: The Rise of the Silver Surfer opens on the 14th.

Nancy Drew.
Quire a fan of her comics. Read all of the issue and I can't wait for the real movie. More to criminal solving.

Transformers.
Finally, its real life robots. Watched the anime edition and its really good stuff. Explosives, action is a must. Michael Bay and Steven Spielberg join forces to direct the movie in order to dominate the box-office. Awesome!

Die Hard 4.0.
Bruce Willis is back on action and he is bald. Opens on the 5th July.

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix.
As his fifth year at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry approaches, 15-year-old Harry Potter is in full-blown adolescence, complete with regular outbursts of rage, a nearly debilitating crush, and the blooming of a powerful sense of rebellion. It's been yet another infuriating and boring summer with the despicable Dursleys, this time with minimal contact from our hero's non-Muggle friends from school.

2007-05-19T20:15:00.000-07:00

18th May 2007, Friday

I will be out of my civilian life and I am afraid to say that I will be leaving Singapore for good. My days will be outnumbered. I will be gonna separate from my loved ones.

Some people think its a joke but its damn true. Well it's up to you to believe. Kinda petrifying for this issue.

Thankfully, I will have enough cash for myself. Shopping spree anyone?

Less than a month to go. Wow! Let's face it. Everyone should be able to change the way of life when a person have to move forward to face such difficulties.

Taufiq and me went to Little India, somewhere around that particular place, to collect the tickets for the Aquarama 2007. Mainly, it's an exhibition on different species of fishes. It's international and I can say, it will be splendid. The place that we collected the ticket, can't be described. It's busy on the outside but isolated on the inside.

We had our lunch at Raffles Hospital, Banquet. I was feeling famished. Fried Rice was the better choice and Taufiq better choice was the Fried Noodles.

27th May will be Shikin engagement. I will be there to congratulate her. Wonder who will be going there too. I know that Maia will be there also.

There will be a PC Show 2007 on the 31st May 2007 at Suntec. I am looking forward on that event as I had wanted to shop for the latest gadgets. Maybe I will be getting a digital camera. Plus the Great Singapore Sale is round the corner and that will be perfect as there will be a promotion.

3rd June will be our Sembawang Secondary Gathering. Aziah is organising this event. She had alot of trouble and effort putting up this event. Aziah, if you're reading this part, I will do as much help as I can and won't disappoint you anymore.

Actually there is alot of events for me coming up but I try to avoid it. Instead, after all the events I had done, I will update you on the afterthoughts. Watch out for it!

2007-05-06T06:22:00.000-07:00

6th May 2007, Sunday

Today was Nana Brother wedding. At first, I met Khairul at Woodlands Passenger Service. He looked cool in a british typical outfit.

The place was held at somewhere around Admiralty. So Khairul and me was slightly lost. Lucikly for Wahida help, I reached there on time.

We had a small gathering and Wahida, Aini, and Aisha were there earlier. Dijah was here an hour later.

As for the food, we had Rice, Rendang and Kueh-Kueh. For the drinks, Mang Cordial.

We chatted a lot until 6 plus and some of us go off their separate ways.

2007-05-06T06:16:00.001-07:00

6th May 2007, Sunday

See, another month has passed. Nothing to share, nothing to blog.

This mega-blockbuster movie I include is entitled Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. This time, it was said to be more darker. Watch the trailer and you know what I mean.

2007-04-27T22:55:00.000-07:00

28th April 2007, Saturday

It's been awhile since i last updated.. nothing much to update...

so,hello world! i'm sick... i want hamburgers.. i'm craving them.. mmmmm...

i miss school~yes..
i miss being a student~yes..
i miss reading lecture note in class~yes..

damn.. to all my friends who got their place in poly,do well in your studies ya...

And sorry taufiq for extracting some of your blog matters.

Well some of my friends had gotten the letter for the NS. Unlike me, who has yet to receive. I am rooting for Police Academy but I hope I will not be at Army.

Police has a lot of benefit and I mean alot. I can have a taste of the taser gun, baton, and driving a police car and getting promoted as corporal, most likely that the highest rank. Anyway, gonna be growing up to be a real man after my NS.

Planning for the future, yes. To further my studies, getting a diploma in business studies and setting up a business for something that is my own interest or go acting as a career.

2007-04-27T22:52:00.000-07:00

28th April 2007, Saturday

2007-04-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

23th April 2007, Monday

Well today was my first day of work. It was quite hectic but also enjoyable. Working at Polar Cakes and Pastries at City link, City Hall.

Such a nice job, having to smell the essence of all the cakes, pastries and also friends. What i meant for friends, they are all considered the friendly, outgoing and sociable that I want the type in my wishlists. They are awesome!!

Wonder how am I gonna stay there forever whereby the job is so simple, eloquent and also the relaxation. I would love to but the matter is the National Service, which I have to serve soon. Whether Police, Civil defence or Army, its all fated for me.

Especially my manager, Mdm Christina, who has taught me the basics and the types of pastries with knowing how to memorise the price, the shapes and the ingredient or stuffings.

I had my first day of break, and all of the sudden I had my drink outside and guess who I saw? Miss Amy Tay!

Miss Amy Tay, when she gonna grow up? She is waving to me like a little kid. Haha...Just kidding.

The best part of working there is that I can bring home pastries, cakes and drinks. Too much is not good. I can allowed to bring 1 or 2. At least better than nothing. I enjoyed grabbing a chicken pie, chocolate truffle and a mango tea.

So guys and gurls, do not be envious!!! Ask me and I will bring it to you.

2007-04-16T22:30:00.000-07:00

17th April 2007, Tuesday

Orientation 2007 Gathering

Yesterday was the Orientation Day for the April 2007 intake. The now-seniors had their skit and CCA Roadshow booth and what a good start for the day because 40 new intake student sign up for it.

Consider that whether they are up for it or not. lets have their say to the miracles.

Darn weather!! In fact, due to it, it was in the hall. Like you know, the sound system was given the feeling for the cast members, a horrandous one.

Speaking of the sound system, it's time to get a brand new system, like BOSE or DENON. They are the best .

Take the positive side, smile and cheer with grace. Cast members, you all did your very best, with acting ability and experience.

2007-04-15T02:30:00.000-07:00

15th April 2007, Sunday

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Every year its gonna be the same birthday and different wishes. Wishes that most likely for my family and myself.

Wow, I had received 24 birthday greetings today. Most of them are from MIC. How astonishing it can be. Let's face it. I shall declare that this will be my only present for 2007.

List down all the faithful friends who wish me (in any order)

1. Mom
2. Dad
3. Shew Narian
4. Daya
5. Anisah
6. Aisha
7. Taufiq
8. Fabian
9. Habib
10. Madam Salinah
11. James
12. Ricky
13. Aziah
14. Henry
15. Andrew
16. Lawson
17. Fred
18. Sulaimi
19. Derek
20. Lawrence
21. Sean
22. Donna
23. Jing Jing
24. Clement

Well my wishlist is as follows:

1. Wrestlemania 23 DVD
2. WWE Ttile Belt
3. Parents to be happy as always
4. MIC Studio longest reign to be exist
5. Proper education

2007-04-13T02:48:00.000-07:00

13th April 2007, Friday

Expansion of Sean's Blog

I was thinking of making another blog, a blog on matters that is exclusive and confidential. This blog is strictly to ones that I am close to someone.

So keep your eyes on it!!

Remember..........it's super confidential!!!!

Rawk on mayne!!

2007-04-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

13th April 2007, Friday

Aries - There should be no bad luck for you this Friday the Thirteenth; an excellent aspect from the moon in Pisces indicates that your intuition and sense of timing will be on top form today. A new and fresh angle to an old dilemma or problem should be like a bolt out of the blue today!

2007-04-12T01:28:00.000-07:00

12th April 2007, Thursday

Some things in life will be corrupted especially. Tagbaord is really a pain in the ass. I tried to tag some of my friends that had been asking some things and I could not really post it. Was it due to some glitch or wat?

I would like to congratulate my blessed buddy soul classmate, Joshua. He is now a father and it seems he has put a lot of effort, I guess.

Pictures of Joshua son, Enoch

2007-04-10T05:55:00.000-07:00

10th March 2007, Tuesday

2 days ago, My auntie, my mom and me went to Seoul Garden and we had such a nice dinner. But the cost of the Seoul Garden is a killer. $105.50 for 4 persons. I felt bad. As a person, I would not take advantage of other people.

We had a wide spread. We had Sushi, Fries, Waffles, Noodles, Baked Rice, Drinks, Chicken, Beef, Ice Cream and Ice Kachang. Thankfully, all of us can finish because every 100g of wastage will be fined $5.

2007-04-10T05:37:00.000-07:00

10th April 2007, Tuesday

How does it feel to be jobless? How does it feel to be slack when its April and I had a long, long holidays and awaiting for NS?

It is too complicated when it comes to job hunting. It is hard when it comes to personal requirements. I don't really expect on the job and basically what I want is just a job. I don't really mind on the distance, job scope and also politics at work. Politics actually affects your life, your reputatuion. So don't let it affect yourself.

So tell them that you are a scumbag moron Barbie who has just drank semen in broad baylight if anybody in your workplace who is backstabbing you, badmouthing you at work.

I went for a job interview at Orchard, Takashimaya. I had applied for a Full-time Retail Assistant for the time being. I wanted myself a stable income so that I can support my parents, especially my dad since he is now jobless and buying myself some clothes. Most of my clothes are going to worn out soon.

Met Taufiq and DJ at Woodlands Regional Library. We then proceed to the magazine section to browse for a short while. We then proceed to Banquet for dinner. I had Sweet and Sour Chicken Chop Rice. It really taste awful. The Chilli is worse. Too spicy and sour. It does not meet the requirements.

Taufiq, DJ and me standing outside waiting for us to chat and we had our so-called skyjuice before heading home. So far we had fun ourselves, laughing, chatting and walking.

2007-04-03T21:54:00.000-07:00

4th April 2007, Wednesday

Here are the pictures for Accounting Dinner and Dance 2007. Like I promise, I will post it for u guys for a glance.

2007-04-02T02:24:00.000-07:00

31st March 2007, Saturday

MIC STUDIO Graduation Nite 2007

I am gonna congratulate to all organisers for making this event a memorable one. Actually felt like crying for this.

I met Taufiq and Candy at Sembawang. He was like Retro Hip-Hopper to me, and as for candy, she looked cute wearing it.

Once we reached at Bishan, I saw Aisha, Anisah and Hanis. To Aisha, you given us a bad scare when you screamed our name. Well, to be thankful, I was just kidding. Hehe.

While on a stretch to our campus, I saw Yazid and Nurul. Little expect that they came and I was so down that I couldn't see them from far.

Not really much happened till they came and to be honest, everyone was dressed nicely. I was already expected that Habib will be come.

Later that day, Madam Salinah family came. The three kids was so playful. How adorable they were, playing with the microphone. Can't resist the laughter when Mdm Salinah was making a memorable speech and Miss Amy Tay was bullying the kids. Naughty Amy!!

We watched all the shows, It's Showtime and ITE Cares. They did the ITE Cares a very fantastic job. As for the showtime, I will not forget on it cause this was a very major project and within it, there was memories and, what can I say actually.

Now comes the MIC Studio Investiture. Had the passing of the Lights of Inspirations, ex-excos stood in a straight line with a candle in their hands and the new excos in front of us, also with a candle. From me to Imran, Wahida to Ida, Khairul to DJ, Candy to Rizkin, Aisha Z to Aishah Pen, Zee to Sofia and Taufiq to Saheera.

After the passing of the candle, Taufiq was making a very commended speech, affecting the seniors ex-co and the new ex-co.

Here comes the Mic Studio Grammy Awards. The awards are creative, fun and handmade. I was given an award for Best Drama King. Totally awesome!! This is one moment that I would not forget.

Finally we headed for the dance floor. That night, I groove into the music. Most of them actually dance with me, due to my experience of dancing. Actually I dance anyhow but I seem to enjoy. It's DISCO BABY!!!

Will be putting pictures soon here!!!

2007-04-02T01:45:00.000-07:00

30th March 2007, Friday

Aftermath of Accounting Dinner and Dance 2007

I would say this is the most well planned and organised event by the batch of students, comprises of accounting, Bridge Leaders and Student Councillors. I take my hat off to them and also to Mrs Lee.

Well, met Khair at the Sembawang T-Junction which is just beside Sun Plaza. All I can say that he dressed cool. So then, we proceed to his girl house, Maya. We reached to her house and once both of us already reached, Mariam was there already. She looked bored even before the D&D starts.

Anyway, while waiting for Maya to finish dressed, she came out and to my amazement, she was so elegantly and she is so pretty dressed, more to princess to me.

We reached at the destination. All of us came except Edlin, Ain and Mai. While waiting for them, we headed to McCafe. We had a double Chocolate with Whipped Cream and a touch of Choco Dust and Caramel. Sounds good to be true!

Once all are there, we headed to Astra 1 and 2. To my shocking, I saw Zhe Song. I thought he would not come due to silly circumstances. But he dressed handsomely and sure girls would buzz him around. What can I say. Even me would be defeated in his attire and looks.

As for the Emcees, it was Imran and Sara. Both of them, I give it a one thumbs although there was some errros such as little bit of mumbling. I f you know what I mean.

Now, it's food time! We had a buffet and I gotta tell you that, I am not fussy. Its just that the food is okay but someone is actually throwing out the food, which is Mariam. Next time, try again, shall we?

Now, its game time. We played Charades and mostly all the description was so damn easy except for the last one. Anyway, I gotten a correct one, so what's the deal anyway?

So now is the D&D Prom King and Queen. Each gender have to be 5 each, male and female.

So the top 5 male and female are set. Me, Zhe Song and Khair are in the top 5 male and Catherine, Maya and Edlin are also in the top 5 female.

So, the winner for the 2007 D&D Prom King and Queen goes to Zhe Song and Catherine!

Now for the Lucky Draw. The winners are mostly from my group: Khair, Edlin and Maya.

Then we headed for the Dance Floor. Although we didn't enjoyed at the Dance Floor but we actually dance at our table section. Funky!!!

So, the event has now ended. Gonna miss the event that we had. This is one and only event.

Like I told them, after the event, I am gonna open the table to those who wants to join. So only Ani, Maya, Mai, Khair and me was there. We had Satay and a couple of drinks.

2007-03-28T22:43:00.000-07:00

29th March 2007, Thursday

ACCOUNTING DINNER AND DANCE

Well, tomorrow is a big event and it will be an elegant night. Somehow, things will gonna be a blast. Guess I have to dress up to the max.

What I will be wearing and what I need to prepare:

1 Black Brazer
1 long sleeved shirt with stripes
1 black pants
1 leather shoes
1 Digital Camera

With all the preparation, hope that things will be going smoothly and have to spend with them as much as possible coz this will be our final gathering.

On Saturday, another Graduation night is also for us, MIC Studio. But this time is something more different. Its goona be a party of the year. The theme is Disco/Retro and I am gonna groove it.

What I will be wearing and what I need to prepare:

1 Long sleeve vintage shirt
1 long bell-bottoms
1 peace sign chain
1 black leather shoes
1 pair of retro sunglasses
1 Digital Camera

2007-03-25T02:37:00.000-07:00

25th march 2007, Sunday

Well, today was my last day of work at Carrefour. 2 Years and I have finally retired from there. Basically, I would like to thank all my GILA friends especially my Duty Manager, Mr Lawrence. 2 Years is a long one and my experience was worth it for the future.

I remember that the best days was me getting promoted. Promoted as Retail Assistant cum Supervisor. I was given a badge and a Carrefour Voucher amounted to $200. Now that's what I am talking about. Giving me a sense of honor and pride.

I was given a sneak peek of MIC Studio Grad Slumber Party. The theme for the first time of MIC Studio is Retro/Disco.

Gosh! With that event, what do I need to wear?

I mean, to be frank, I knew about how the event thing going on but pardon on my dress code, I not sure about it and that gives me the chills.

I have so much to think of for the coming week and that clashes into my brain to think.

Anyway, I am sure that things are just gonna be fine.

2007-03-23T00:03:00.001-07:00

23th March 2007, Wednesday

--GirlFriend by Arvil Lavigne--

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

You're so fine I want you mine you're so delicious
I think about you all the time you're so addictive
Don't you know what I can do to make you feel alright (Alright...)

Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
And hell yeah, I'm the mother fucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right (I'm right...)

She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again (Again and again...)

So come over here and tell me what I wanna hear
Better, yet, make your girlfriend disappear
I don't wanna hear you say her name ever again (And again...)

Because...

She's like so whatever
And she could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend
No way, no way
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend

Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret
Hey, hey, you, you
I want to be your girlfriend

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

(Uh)
In a second you'll be wrapped around my finger
'Cause I can, 'cause I can do it better
There's no other, so when's it gonna sink in
She's so stupid, what the hell were you thinking?

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I don't like your girlfriend (Yes)
No way, no way (No way)
I think you need a new one
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I could be your girlfriend (No way)

(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you (Hey)
I know that you like me
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (No way)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend
(No way, no way)

Hey, hey, you, you
I don't like your girlfriend (No way!)
No way, no way
I think you need a new one (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I could be your girlfriend (No way, no way)

(Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you
I know that you like me (Now way!)
No way, no way
No, it's not a secret (Hey!)
Hey, hey, you, you (No way)
I want to be your girlfriend (No way, now way)

Hey, hey!

2007-03-20T05:48:00.000-07:00

20th March 2007, Tuesday

Can somebody help me? I swear that I hate my holidays. I am dying of boredom. School is now over to me. That's a great thing but I have nothing to do. That's how life is use to be when school is over forever. This morning, I was playing my PS2 game called Splinter Cell: Double Agent and WWE Smackdown Vs Raw 2007. But luckily god is on my side as my friend called me to hang out with him to accompany him for lunch. Wonder what I am gonna do for tomorrow onwards?

Now lets look on the bright side, shall we?

Two events are coming soon in less than 2 weeks. It's gonna be a blast for me. Gonna shop for my own accessories and my outfit. Whoa, have to suffer my own savings and sacrifice liao! As for the Slumber party, the question is, what should I need to wear for that party. Haven't heard that unusual party before.

2007-03-15T06:42:00.001-07:00

15th March 2007, Thursday

Well, today marks my final paper, Auditing and I mean Final!!!

I was so happy and very satisfied. I can actually tally my Bank Reconciliation. Even everyone agrees with me.

So sad for me.....

No more school.....

Start a brand new stage for me....

Ain, Aisha, Maia, Mariam, Hansen, Ida, Mai and her guy and me went to Clementi to eat Hainan Chicken Rice. The purpose is to celebrate our last day of ITE Bishan....

Happily eating and chatting especially the ghost stories in broad daylight.

2007-03-15T06:42:00.000-07:00

2007-03-15T06:35:00.000-07:00

13th March 2007, Tuesday

Finally, after much consideration of choosing a new template for my blog, I have finally found one. Its Anime edition but very cute. Hehe...

Before I had my exam, we had a final group study. We had fun especially me, grabbing a whole bunch of shredded cuttlefish.

I had my final year examination, which is Advance Accounting 2.
So stress and that paper makes me sick.

When we finished our paper, I was so engrossed in finding out the answer from my other friends. My Cash flow can balance and the Hire purchase can balance except for Cash Budget. So sick sia, the paper....

2007-03-15T06:31:00.000-07:00

10th March 2007, Saturday

I am very proud of my best friend, Shew Narian. He has now been officially promoted as Officer. Such a high ranking then Sargeant. High Gross Salary, and high prospects.

His family and I went for the graduation. Saw many class marching and finally I saw him, marching handsomely.

While waiting for him, Me and his sister, Indira took numerous amount of food and tons of cups of Orange Cordial. Few people saw me doing it but who cares anyway.

2007-03-06T03:36:00.000-08:00

6th march 2007, Tuesday

I had another video and this time, it's a movie blockbuster trailers entitled "Transformers"

2007-03-06T03:04:00.000-08:00

6th march 2007, Tuesday

This is the new music video by Justin Timberlake and the video entitiled "What goes around...comes around. this is the 3rd video and is the No. 1 in the charts.

So enjoy....

2007-03-06T02:54:00.000-08:00

6th March 2007, Tuesday

I had received a breaking news from Xian Han. I would now declared that Mr Henry, Recreational Head from Sembawang Secondary School had just passed away peacefully. Due to his brain tumour, I was expected it already a long time ago when I was heard that Mr Henry had undergone operation, and after that, there is no recovery and it had gone a critical stage. But I am kinda sad for a couple of hours when I heard about it.

He is one of the best teacher, although he never taught, but he teaches us on how to be one independent, go through hardships and be responsible to things that should be done.

I remember that, he always open the club to students from 10.30am to 3.30pm. All of my classmates hangout there usually when we had finish our lesson.

He is one remarkable person and we will not forget him always and ever and I will send my condolences.

2007-03-03T00:26:00.000-08:00

3rd March 2007, Saturday

Here I go again, blogging. This marks the brand new month of March. Kinda fast indeed and its only less than 2 weeks to our doomsday event which is the Final Year Exam.

But yesterday was the Grand finale of SGEM Competition. And we won 1st in it. Such a blessing and actually we didn't expected it to get that particular position. Basically we had our efforts worth putting it. Such a happy event and some of them cried to tears.

But unfortunately, this marks my final skit before I graduate soon. Shuts!! Gonna miss all the events that we had gone through. Kinda sad for me.

Before the Skit, I had butterflies in my stomach, including Khairul.

Me and Taufiq was rushing home to catch the 8pm show entitled "Tituodao" situated at Drama Centre, National Library. I reached home about 6.30. As for me, I quickly get my clothes done, changing and buzzing out of my house. No time for idling.

As I was on the way, damn.....not even a single bus was at the bus stop. And so I waited, waited and waited and finally the phatetic bus came.

So far, I had to thank Taufiq for waiting for me. Hehe....

Oh gosh...thank goodness. Me and Taufiq reached the place, just in time to enter. Unusually, I don't know but I felt strange when entering that compound.

--Tituodao--
It was about 2 stories of a Chinese wayang tale of a loyal servant that stuck with his master through good and bad and another story was that of the actress playing Titoudao. Not the real-life actress but the 'actress' playing that role in the Chinese wayang.

There was a mixture of language, English and Hokkien. But it was pretty cool but I felt abit of two thumbs down. Its does not really english after all but only a certain stage, they spoke english.

I went out for supper with all the CCA friends. We had quite a number of feast. I had Roasted chicken Rice.

I felt especially good that I bonded with the juniors. The seniors and the juniors joke around a lot and they are all a fun bunch of people. All of us are equally chaotic and off tangent.

Hope that my schedule in April can allow me to come back and help with the orientation. I really would like to.

Besides the sad thing is that, Rizkin and Aisha was not present.

Anyway, nothing to talk about. That's it and.......

....Watch This Space......

2007-02-26T04:51:00.000-08:00

26th February 2007, Monday

Today was the SGEM Competition and we are ready for it. Reach at ITE Mcpherson about 1.15. Well basically, nothing much to say.

We managed to get through to the Final Rounds. Yippie!!!

2007-02-26T04:30:00.000-08:00

24th February 2007, Saturday

Well, by the time I did blog, I am already back from Kayaking Expedition Camp which was at CCAC (Changi Coast Adventure Camp).

I was so lethargic, swell-like and so flustered. By the time I was at home. I was half-dead all the way for almost a couple of hours. But I did went out again. Regarding this, I will come to that later.

So I would wanna share about my experience first on Kayaking.

I met 3 stooges: Zhe Song, Jiawen and Taufiq.

we had a nice laugh, all the way to school. So much for the Soccer, about Zhe Song and vice Versa.

Finally we are now headed to the place that we were looking forward to. We had the first group photo-taking and we gotten a shirt.

When we reached there, we was greeted by Mr Chua, the most experience kayak rider. We were told that we had to dump our things needed for our pit stop somewhere at Bedok Jetty.

We dump our toiletries, towel, Sleeping Bags, clothes, Shoes, and slippers. I thought we will be back to the camp where we used to be at the first place.

Well, we kayak at the distance of 2km and we had a 5-10mins rest and we continued kayaking, thanks to Zhe Song.

Well, it's 5.30pm and we pitch our tents and once it's ready, we so-called gay-love with all 3 of my tent-mates inside the tent. Kidding nia....

About 7pm, we went for a stroll at Bedok Jetty and we had a few round of games and it seems that they enjoyed it. We headed back to the tent an hour later.

Once its late, we had a nice chat inside the tent. The tent shook vigorously. Fat hope if you all ask me why. Hehe.....

Before we slept, we laugh especially me. Creating sounds, doing some silly statements.

we woke up around 6pm and we dismembered the tent. We had some Roti Prata before we headed back to the camp (at last!)

I had one of the awesome activity I had done, and that is taking a bath. Words that cannot describe it.

2007-02-20T22:09:00.000-08:00

21st February 2007, Tuesday

I heard from Taufiq that Aisha is going to POLY at Nanyang. I didn't expect it. Well, I am going to try it out. I don't wanna go to NS Soon. I rather spend my next step to get a diploma in order to earn the highest rank in NS.

I wanted Aisha to help me on how to sign up the application for the POLY.

There's so many things, highlights on March. Let me list down the following:

1. Dinner & Dance at Downtown East
2. Graduation Night for MIC studio
3. SGEM Grand Finals
4. Ordering the brand new MIC Studio outfit

I can't wait for this week upcoming event, which is the Kayaking Expedition Camp. Jia Wen, Zhe Song, Taufiq and me will be there. It will be full of laughter and enjoyable things.

2007-02-20T21:56:00.000-08:00

19th February 2007, Monday

Well, I was called by my one of my Major Fiq that I have to meet my old time friends from Sembawang Sec.

We had a nice gathering although only a small bunch but the most importantly thing is that, we had a nice laughter and not only that, we had a nice dinner.

Taufiq was laughing all the way, non-stop. What can I do?

Some of my mates went to NS, already had a bike. Whoa....things changed. There is nothing you can do to stop it.

2007-02-20T21:46:00.000-08:00

21st February 2007, Wednesday

Well, have you had any idea how time flies very fast? Indeed it is and its gonna be a bustling memorable life for us.

I am gonna miss my friends in ITE Bishan, my MIC Studio, the facilities, the canteen, the foods and last but not least my all-time favourite teachers.

I am gonna be the sawnsong to the others after we graduate.

2007-02-15T22:45:00.000-08:00

16th February 2007, Friday

Well Happy Valentine's Day to all of my friends and even the loved ones.

Basically, nothing much to talk about it. All I had today was that I had received some greetings, a small gift and went out with my friends. Along the way while going out, I saw so many couples, especially guys, holding some valentine's gifts.

I had always wanted to be with someone special, someone that I can entrust with love to me. I always believe that she can make my day, a bright day, whether I am in a bad situation. Now she cherish me all day, until now.

I got a feeling that I have the real love inside of me.

In the evening, on valentine's day, I had bought a stalk of roses. I had my purpose of giving her. I hardly wanted to say these 3 words to her, but something stops me from saying it.