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27th may 2008, Tuesday

Haiz. My phone is not in working condition. Have to waste my time, servicing at Orchard.

Gladly, I received 2 free tickets to catch Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of Crystal Skull.

Only my best friend and myself went. 27th May 2008, Tuseday


360 Degree Personality, Your Personality Reading

You are a person prone to bouts of real self-examination. This is in sharp contrast to a striking ability you have developed to appear socially very engaged, even the life and soul of the party; but in a way that only convinces others. You are all too aware of it being a facade.

You will often be at a gathering and find yourself playing a part. While on the one hand you'll be talkative and funny, you'll be detaching yourself to the point where you will find yourself watching everything going on around you and feeling utterly unable to engage. You'll play conversations back to yourself in your head and wonder what that person really meant when he said such-and-such - conversations that other people wouldn't give a second thought to.

How have you learned to deal with this conflict? Though exercising control. You like to show a calm, self-assured, fluid kind of stability (but because this is self-consciously created, it will create bouts of frustrated silliness and a delight in extremes, or at least a delight in being seen to be extreme). You most easily recognize this control in how you are with people around you. You have learned to protect yourself by keeping people at bay. Because in the past you have learned to be disappointed by people (and because there were issues with you adjusting to your sexuality), you instinctively keep people at arms' length, until you decide they are to be allowed over that magic line into your group of close friends. However, once across that line, the problem is that an emotional dependency kicks in which leaves you feeling very hurt or rejected if it appears that they have betrayed that status.

Because you are prone to self-examination, you will be aware of these traits. However, you are unusually able to examine even that self-examination, which means that you have become concerned about what the real you is. You have become all too aware of facades, of sides of yourself which you present to the world, and you wonder if you have lost touch with the real and spontaneous you.

You are very creative, and have tried different avenues to utilize that ability. It may not be that you specifically, say, paint; it may be that your creativity shows itself in more subtle ways, but you will certainly find yourself having vivid and well-formed ideas which others will find hard to grasp. You set high standards for yourself, though, and in many ways are a bit of a perfectionist. The problem is, though, that it means you often don't get stuff done, because you are frustrated by the idea of mediocrity and are wearied by the idea of starting something afresh. However, once your brain is engaged you'll find yourself sailing. Very likely this will lead to you having considered writing a novel or some such, but a fear that you won't be able to achieve quite what you want stops you from getting on with it. But you have a real vision for things, which others fall short of. Particularly in your work situation, you are currently fighting against restraints upon your desire to express yourself freely.

Partly this is because there are ways in which you have been made to feel isolated from certain groups in the past - something of an outsider. Now what is happening is that you are taking that outsider role and defending it to the point of consciously avoiding creative and work pursuits. You have an enormous cynicism towards those who prefer to be part of a group or who exhibit any cliquey behavior, and you always feel a pang of disappointment when you see your 'close' friends seeming to follow that route. Deep down it feels like rejection.

For all that introspection, you have developed a sensational, dry sense of humour that makes connections quickly and wittily and will leave you making jokes that go right over the heads of others. You delight in it so much that you'll often rehearse jokes or amusing voices to understand yourself in order to 'spontaneously' impress others with them. But this is a healthy desire to impress, and although you hate catching yourself at it, it's nothing to be so worried about.
You're naturally a little disorganized. A look around your living space would likely show a box of photos, unorganized into albums, out-of-date medicines, broken items not thrown out, and notes to yourself significantly out of date. Something related to this is that you tend to lack motivation. Because you're resourceful and talented enough to be pretty successful when you put your mind to things, this encourages you to procrastinate and put them off. Equally, you've given up dreams a little easily when your mind flitted elsewhere. There are signs of an excursion into playing a musical instrument, which you have since abandoned, or are finding yourself less interested in. You have a real capacity for deciding that such-and-such a thing (or so-and-so a person) will be the be all and end all of everything and be with you for ever. But you'd rather try and fail, and swing from one extreme to the other, than settle for the little that you see others content with.

Conclusion: You present something of a conundrum, which won't surprise you. You are certainly bright, but unusually open to life's possibiliites - something not normally found among achieving people. You would do well to be less self-absorbed, as it tends to distance you a little, and to relinquish some of the control you exercise when you present that stylized version of yourself to others. You could let people in a little more.

This is what I get after I took a 360 Degree Personality Test! 22nd May 2008, Thursday
Manchester United 1 Chelsea 1


Truly a great match. With a lot of misses and controversial, this could be the another historical match.




The winner of 2008 American Idol: "Rocker" David Cook

My wishes to David C.

Congratulations David Cook! I am glad you won. You have been the sweetest guy on that show so congrats again, and a good singer too.

Nice wishes to David A.

Good luck to you. You are a winner as well. You have such a beautiful voice and follow your dreams. You will make it big sooner than you know. Congratulations to you for doing a such a Great job on American Idol.

20th May 2008, Tuesday

Whoa, Congkak is an utterly spooky movie. I gave two thumbs up for that. Even my beloved god sis, was too afraid to watch it.

Anyone hasn't catch that movie, better be. And those who have heart problems, do not risk yourself to catch it.

Well, looking forward to catch the live Telecast of the Champions League Final, Chelsea VS Manchester United.

Ass-wipes! 12th May 2008, Monday

Not really in the pink of health. Seeing stars all the while. Wonder how the heck am I somehow suffer the sickness of myself?

Anyway, congratulation to Farah Sis. She getting engaged soon around the corner. Although I do not really know her well, good luck to her. Will be attending the grand occasion.

Yesterday, went shopping for new clothes and shoes. My shoes are worn off and I had limited clothes at home. Some are shrinking and had holes on it.

That's all for it. 11th May 2007, Sunday

To all my friends, wishing your moms a Happy Mother's Day. A great sunday weekend to spend time with your lovable moms.

As for me, bought my precious mom, the latest perfume, summer by C.K. Cost a bomb but it's the thought that counts. Usual price of the perfume was $319 but the sales lady is so fortunate enough to give a 60% discount, which is around $199. Plus it comes with a free ladies hangbag and also a $200 dining voucher. Isn't that great, peeps?

I also bought the latest copy of the latest Madonna album, Hard Candy. Most of the songs I love it. Gladly, it was worth it.

Ok. Got to go. Playing my GTA IV. 8th May 2008, Thursday

My MC extend again till next month.

I'm getting on in years and still, I yet to find myself a girl of my dreams..... 6th May 2008, Tuesday

Went to Jusco Shopping Centre, Malaysia....

Took about 3/4 hours to reach there. A bumpy ride.

Lots of Kampongs, stench and lakes.....

Sadly, Jusco is not what I expected. But lots of foodies. Yum Yum.

Went out with my best buddy, Shew. He's always craving for KFC. KFC freak!

I felt relieve seeing him so happy after the unpleasant circumstances. He struggles himself out of unimagination. I really salute him.

Anyway, we had fun actually. Otherwise I had to sit at home, watching the god damn TV. Seldom nowadays I watched tv. I do not wanna be a couch potato in the future.

Ok, that's all. Nothing to blog. Wakakakak!!! 5th May 2008, Monday

Rarely nowadays for myself, I watched Iron Man moments ago. Just for the sake of enjoying myself over a brand new week.

Look how the Government is so generous as to give all Singaporeans the Growth Dividends (GST). Well, I used the money to buy Grand Theft Auto 4 for the PS3 version. God damn, I woke up early just to purchase that copy. But luckily me, Fabian did accompany me.

Couldn't wait for another blockbuster movie, Speed Racer. Cool, a roller-coaster ride and Directed by The Watchwoski Brothers with Joel Silver.

Sometimes, you just have to let off steam for a moment and then forget the unhappiness that someone makes you.

Rather not say. Bascially, it's my friend that I knew online.

Yesterday, I went to Escape Theme Park. I was looking forward to the Go Kart ride. We had a race. I, Sean, will win and the fact is I won.

Sometimes you have to be selfish in order to win. Overtake, tailgating and speed is the key to winning.

I felt MIC Studio canges alot, compared to my batch. New teacher in charge and students. I'm afraid we won't last long.

Ok. Take care everyone. Moshi Moshi! 2nd May 2007, Friday

Supposed to be a eating gathering for all MIC Students Advisor today organised by Madam Salinah.

It was not at the right direction as planned at the last min because most were not free.

Imagine a handful of people can't come when only 2 or 3 ppl could make it, what's the point of having a nice gathering.

But Madam Salinah wants to organise, I felt like the atmosphere is gonna be a debating cum counselling session.

as you can see, if all are there, its gonna be a crazy circus.

Yes, Man United and Chelsea will face off again in Champions League final at Moscow.

Previously, they do not like each other. So it gets really powerful.

I really wanna help my best friend, Shew. He is really facing a lot of love-relationship problems. He is facing his 4th time and I couldn't really help him because both of us are kinda busy meeting each other.

Hope that we both sit in one peaceful place and share the problems he had currently.

By the way, saw Maimunah in an amazement. saw her in the toy shop at Tanglin Mall today afternoon. She was glad. Both of us talked all the way.

Anyway, please do play the game above.

Also gotta go. Bye.

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