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August 18th, Friday

finally, few hours to the It's Showtime actual performance. We carry the props to the truck. So stressful. So big that we had difficulty in doing it lor. we went to the mediacorp. we settle there and still, we touch-up the remaining props that is still not satisfied. After that, we started rehearsed. We cannot figure it out on what to do for the performance, which is how to position, where to coordinate and so and so. Actually we rehearsed about 3 times, just to be sure in case we are embarassed during the show.

10 more minutes before the show starts, and goodness!!, they started crying emotionally. They cried because too uch pressure and too much happiness. I feel sad after all. But I told them, we do our best and all the best in what they do.

The time has come. we proceed to the audience area. Over there, we need to do the 'Hotline' Cheer. Chuan Yi Fong. 1900-112-2004 and so and so.

We watched the rest of the school performance. So scary. The first team scored 21.7 points. The second team scored about 26.6 he third teams scored about 28 points and our group scored about 22.8 points. we are happy with the points but we never made it 1st or 2nd. But I'm quite happy about it.

After the show, some of them broke in tears. Those broke into tears are

Wahida
Hanis
farah
Nana
Yazid
Habib
Hanis BL
Anisah
Aisha

They cried because although we did not made it, but they were proud to have made it this far. So emotional night.

Last but not least, I wanna say a big thank you to all the Channel 8 people, and the supporters out there. You all made us feel proud August 17th, Thursday

One more day before the actual performance "It's Showtime". A lot of things to settle. The Altimeter, Helicopter, Bushes, The Bird and the Kite. The Altimeter especially, has giving us problems including me. Me and Farah was doing the Touch-up painting of the Altimeter. We lacked of manpower but I wanna thank Farah for helping me. As time goes by, there was an accident. All of the sudden, the wind blew very strong until the recycled newspaper flew all over the place and the worst thing is the altimeter can also flew and it landed onto Farah arms and face. It was too fast and I cannot do anything about this. Very sorry! And she cried because she thought she did not done a very good job. Furthermore not oly she cried because of that, its someone that makes her cried more and more. I really pity her alot. Its Ok lah!

I feel that someone doesn't like me at all. It can be a few of them who doesn't like me. I also dunno why and what's wrong with me that makes them detest me alot. I don't want to say but I still need to carry on with my CCA, MIC studio and my life. I'm trying not to bother about it but I can't do it. What should I do. I cannot tolerate any longer than ever. August 12th, Saturday

Took 2 days off just to go for the sleepover. But the good thing is I do not need to go to work on weekends. Haha. I spent the whole day to do the props. So far, things are going too good. Everything going smoothly seh...
Then on the day itself, I was selected for the upcoming skit for the teacher's day. This time, the skit, some of the lines required to sing and that is a good experience for people who wants to sing or touch up on the vocals. We had fun during the rehearsal. We joke, laugh and sometimes be a fool to entertain. Intan, Sofia, Imran, Sheriman, Wahida, Aini and I enjoyed a lot. Next we continued to do the altimeter, helicopter, Parachute and the sound effects. All are hard work man. Suddenly Yazid cried. He was so depressed. I don't know why is he like that? Is it that he quarrel with her girlfriend or pressurize? So far doing the altimeter, he was so stressed. Today is the costing CA 2. I worked hard to revise for the costing and I spend some time in the classroom trying hard to recall it. And today I cannot recall coz I had a slight headache. So painful. Oh no! The exam has already started but fortunately, the papers was easy. I mean ok ok but cannot get the answer! Damn it!

Today I went to the Comms hub and I only saw Taufiq, Khairul, Habib. so early they there already. The few people came. Then saw Anisah doing the accounts homework. So busy.

By the way, Yazid was not in the mood today and so does Nurul, Yazid Girlfriend.I think they are quarrelling because of something, I dunnoe! I don't wan to ask them. So busybody. Around 5pm, I gotta leave the school to work. Work, work, work. So sianz already. Do the same old thing and get irritated by my friend there. And so tired. Carrying the machine, wash the place and throw the rubbish.

When I get home, I slept in the train and I missed one staion which is at Marsiling and I get down at Kranji. Thanks to my sleeping. So tired that I don't feel that I need to get down onto it. August 9th 2006, Wednesday

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

Today, I woke up around 6 am just to prepare for myself to go to school. Today i wear traditional style to school. Wearing traditional costume represent historical and wearing it makes me proud and happy. Next, I was outside and I seen a few people wearing diferent types of costumes. So cool.

When I was waiting for the bus, I realised that I was going to be late!!! It took ard 30 mins to reach here. Stupid bus!!! Hope the bus will met with an accident soon!!! Then I took the MRT. Again, the MRT just gone when I reached at the platform towards Marina Bay. Thanks to the people on the escalator who are blocking my way!! I felt bored without my MP3 player. The MP3 Player is with Farah Dilla. Maybe she is now listening to it? Happy listening.

When I reached at Bishan MRT, I immediately rushed down to the campus, brisk walking and later run. I run like hell and luckily I just reached there in time. Now time to relax and enjoy the concert!
Wah!!! Today saw many friends wearing costume.

First performance was the contemporary dance group. It was so boring coz that dance performed before. But only one thing not so boring is the girls. They were so hot! It melts me!

Second performance was by the Act 3. It tells us about history in Singapore. Quite a long skit about an hour, and I am really enjoyed alot. Quite a good job. during the performance, I went to the railing near the amphitheatre, then along the way, Carina came and stand next to me. She also wore the traditional costume. Den all of a sudden, Wahida came and called me through Hp saying that we are like a couple. But whatever!!! Haha.

Den next is Farah Dilla. She is gonna sing the Majulah Singapura song with the RNB style. She wore so goregeous and she is nervous actualy but overall, she did a very good job. At least alot of people clapped for her. Then its the final performance. Is the motivators! A few of them are from my class and they danced so nice and perfectly well.

Then after the fperormance finished, I went to the comms hub. We chilled there for quite a few minutes and then I proceed to themy classroom to celebrate the birthday bash with a few of the girls. But I am so dissapointed with the cake. It taste awful on the top part but the inner cake was so delicious. I ate a lot and I gave it to some of my friends and the MIC Studio and they appreciate it.

August 4th 2006, Thursday

Morning was an Advanced Accounting lesson, the first one and I am so fed up. Fed up coz I never bring my notes, never bring my revision and got nagged by my accounting teacher. I kept quiet all day. No mood. But there is no point of doing this. So I cool down and relax. But luckily my friend crack jokes on me and it makes me put my mood on the right track. I mean happy mood. Den we were having break. We study on Taxation, Costing and Accounts. I revise, practise and practise until my brain went totally havoc!! So noisy at canteen!! Some shouting, the TV so loud (cannot lower the volume coz the remote control cant be found!), Handphone ringing and the birds chirping all day. Feel like taking shotgun and shoot the Irritating birdies!

Den when the lesson finished, I went to the Comms Hub. I saw farah, Hani and Aisha also Khairul. Khairul was busy doing the project Admin. The rest together upstairs relaxing together in the room. Den awhile later, saw Yazid so stressful. But the silly thing is he cried. He never share wat is his problem. Anyway, I also don't wanna know. So busybody.

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